driving down the (101) nicoll highway.

in the times of high stress these days, i have found a fantastic way to destress.

driving with my favourite jazz pieces playing.

"the loneliness of paris, seem so sadly gay, the glory that was rome, was of another day. i've been terribly alone and forgotten in manhattan. im coming home to my city by the bay..

I left my heart, in San Francisco. high on a hill it calls to you..to be where, little cable cars. climb halfway to the stars. the morning fog, may chill the air, i dont care. my love waits there..."

or

"oh the good life, full of fun, seems to be the ideal. mm the good life, lets you hide all the sadness you feel. you wont really fall in love. when you can't take the chance. so please be honest, with yourself, dont try to fake romance.

its the good life.. to be free and enjoy the unknown.. like the heartaches, you must learn to face them alone.. please remember i still want you, but in case you wondered why.. just wake up, kiss the good life goodbye.."

sometimes i really wonder if i want to do what i want to do. working at dragonfly has been a great journey for me and will be crazy busy in dec. random thoughts. do i really want to do i-banking ? is the pay attracting me or the glamour ? the prestige ? or the name of merrill lynch or citigroup or ubs or goldman or credit suisse or jp morgan ?

was driving down nicoll highway that day at 320am and thoughts were just flying through my mind. i want a challenge. and that challenge will come with i-banking. but is that really what i want.