ok keep serene for yourself then.. its alright.

lan was fun..but i practically slept the whole weekend away. that's fun as well. nothing to worry about, nothing to face. just the sanctity of my nice cosy room. i hate dressing up, worrying how i look to other people. i hate this stupid pretentiousness. i hate judgemental people. i hate making an effort to be part of something. i just want good clean fun with people i love and who in turn love me. but somehow i feel that it's so hard to just make friends, esp good friends who click with you the first time you meet them. that sucks. it gets harder as we grow up because we look for too many specific things in the new friends we meet. too many criterias to live up to. rant rant rant. somebody just love me. quick.

"let's get our asses kicked by love"

artistic shot no? everyone is like blurred. another sunday another lan n pool session. what can i say, this weekend went by rather well. firstly (sat) to add on to what ian said bout zouk, guess the change of music to my preferred type (big beats) n the less packed floor really made a diff. company was good too.(sun) caught bourne supremacy with lau n ian in the afternoon n tt was followed the lan n pool in the evening with the rest. jh excluded. k my turn to ramble. n to top it off, im off tom. finally a sunday where my timing is not restricted. damn its late. nite ppl. 

mmm, enjoyed another day out with eu-lau and greg-ng. shopping, catching shows walking around. blah blah. added a 'pink polka dot and leaf long sleeve shirt' and a 'daily FCUK' shirt to my cupboard today. very happy.

bourne supremacy was the movie of the day today. yesterday. between the fries, scratching for 42" plasma teevees and guessing the name of the 3rd part of the bourne series, the show ran. i say it's a good show. all round action. as good as bourne identity if i must say. with all the climbing jason bourne did, we thought we were watching spiderman 3 or what's not. mmm, somehow at the end of the show, we came to the conclusion that jason bourne is the ultimate stalker. be afraid. be very afraid. now, wasn't that totally out of link, hmmm? and so the day ended with YET another night with the usual suspects minus frankie who's busy. starcraft + pool and we missed victoria's secrets. agony for the boys. true..true..

i've gotten a loyal following to the Back to the Phuture thingamajig! you guys better not pangseh me. though it's not my party, it's an open invitation from me to go down to phuture on 11 sept to party hard. to think zouk has a party on a day of such grief. tsk tsk. what were they thinking?! but i'm going down anyway. ok, i realise i'm very out of point here. all the way. so i shall refrain and cut myself off now.

good bye.

i'm sure you will/can do that.

ask her out and marry her of course.

so watcha gonna do about it u pos.

nothing

serene is my dream girl.

anyone free on 11 sept night for zouk?

BACK TO THE PHUTURE WITH ANDREW CHOW & TONY TAY:

A night of nostalgia, taking you back to the early years of Phuture's big beat era and the massive AT@Z parties in the zouk main room, where the tag team of Phuture's residents Andrew Chow and Tony Tay were ripping up the dancefloor. On this special occasion, Andrew and Tony will once again pair up to take you on a journey through a myriad of beats - from hip-hop to R&B, down tempo to mid tempo, funky breaks to big beats, drum n bass and everything else. Diving back to the Zouk vinyl vault, the boys will be resurrecting gems from the likes of Prodigy, Chemical Brothers, The Freestylers, Fatboy Slim and Groove Armada. So, let's take a trip back to the Phuture!

sounds interesting eh? when was the last time we heard prodigy and the likes in the club, boys? reminiscence of our early beginnings, the days before R&B. haha. 'early beginnings'. like right.

anyway, last night was great for me, although we didn't stay till the end. it started out bad, coz, as bashes always go, they promise R&B but gave us tony tay and dj aldrin. but they were ok, really. been doing R&B so long, the 2 djs actually gave me a 'refresh'ing experience. zouk being zouk, is good.

after a healthy dose of friends, dj aldrin, tony tay and free drinks(thanks to eugene, haha), we boys headed down behind shell for some good ol' "ah hua bak kut teh". we, the people who live in the east and blogging our lives out on this page would like to shout out to uncle ah hua and tell him he has the best bak kut teh and 'giam cai' in the whole of singapore after 12mn! woooo! mmmmm yum. and so, 3 tens and 3 twos and 1 fifty cents later, the dudes were satisfied and raring to go. to go home. as i hail the cab, i'd like to thank you for reading and i'll seeya next time. till your voyeuristic tendencies return then.

(ian might be spotted in the mids of town doing some impulsive shopping today. if you wanna avoid him, pls steer clear of the likes of, wisma, taka, paragon and ck tang. you've been warned.)

a typical day at parkland.... sigh sorry guys haven't been able to post much, don't have access to the internet on weekdays and that really sucks. oh well i'll just have to live with it. 

hey babe! 

greg looking kokish 

my favourite tshirt.. 

what a diffeerence a week makes

heys guys...sorry cai's been awol for abit...week's just too darn fucking busy with the course, and my weekend is preferably spent with ling cos she's not going to be in singapore for much longer, wont want a physically but mentally not there member would you??... anyway i figure there's a time for all sorts of friends, and the brotherhood (sounds GAY) ranks up there in our minds. arguments make us stronger, quarrels make us understand one another better, and guess thats why we keep coming back.
to lau and jh, was good seeing you in the midst of a phone conversation with greg,.... fulfilling weekend lah this one for sure...and till then, shall you dudes have a good week ahead. ciao~

ogay shaun... ogay. will pass it to u when i next see u alright? well this is a first. no one seems to be posting this week. the last post i believe was on monday. hmm how like tt, the webmaster also 'bo-hiu-lan' already. anyway, u guys interested in the smu zouk 'geek-out' thingy tom? sms lau or me k. be decisive ppl. we're all commanders.

bah i've become so lazy i can't be bothered to post anything.... this is taking up great effort on my part. and it's not like everyone wants to read what i've to type. anyway.... hmmm what can i say? i shall buy my new com this week... i think i'll just go sim lim and tell them what i want and ask them to fix it for me. cool? cool. i bet my phone bill this month is going to kill. been smsing lor in shanghai like a thousand times. but what to do. greg i need 38 bucks. i got your far cry with me. tmr going to NSC for check up... haha. oh well.. that's all i've to say.

"No man is your friend. No man is your foe. Every man is your teacher." - bitch from The Apprentice

nothing much really happening this week, generally just drudging through before it picked up for the weekend.

met charmain for the night on saturday. decided to meet up coz, it's just so long that i haven't seen her. anyway, we had a nice dinner at crystal jade. dinners with friends are always nice. chit chatting, joking over food. simple indulgence. she had some crispy noodle thingy which was surprisingly nice. while my plain beef hor fun was, plain. wrong dish. ok so after my forgettable dish we went around for a stroll. wanted to go shopping actually but the shops were all closing, so just hung around topman for a while. spotted this shirt there. pretty stuff, but too bad i'm not the type to carry it off. sort of a playboy's kinda shirt. she said reminds her of a pimp. playboy, pimp, no diff. all are flashy. and so, topman closed for the day and we headed to THAT CD SHOP to seek out my classy piece of work. 'high society: music to watch girls by'. now that's something good. saw it. heard it. bought it. didn't regret it. 'collateral' was next on the menu. didn't really understand the show though. maybe i was too zoned out. ending around 2+, we decided to just sit around and watch people, chat, etc. so we just sat there and talked the time away. next thing i knew, it's 730 and i'm at home. it's just nice to meet up with friends and talk about everything, just as jianny said. i guess i'll be meeting up with more people soon.

today was a day for the boys. met the OCS gang for dinner over at breeks. just simple catching up on ol' times and meeting faces i haven't seen for awhile was good enough for me as i left after dinner to join the usual suspects at parkway. it wasn't so good however. everyone was doing their own thing. greg was doing vietnam, jh chatting over msn, shaun playing some new game. soon greg left looking so bored and pissed. apparently he wanted us to play together but someone just wanted to chat. tsk tsk jh. haha. eunos, the trio's fav supper hideout beckoned. need i say more? we sang songs, talked crap and did the same walk home. been there done that so many times but it's still so enjoyable. the essence of friendship. so sad that everyone's gonna move away in a couple of years. wonder if we'll still return when everyone's away. we'll see, we'll see.

and so, such ends my week. a rather enjoyable one i must say though. soon a new day, a new week shall begin. while i tend my new tasks at hand, let me bid you all adieu and bonne nuit.

HEY!

guess what, i'm at a lanshop now. with greg and shaun, paying for damn internet access cos my comps spoilt. today was a damn fun day! went to the range with greg and practised my swing.. i'm gaining more consistency! serene came along and we came to the conclusion throwing balls might be further than hitting them. haha. NOT ME! yeh she gave us a lift to parkway and we went to meet cai and shaun.

and guess who we saw on the way to the hawker centre! jill joann and valerie. saw hi and moved on, but we guys debated furiously, about... haha can't say!

this day's been great, mostly due to the piece of great news or rather hypothesis claire came up with. THANKS CLAIRE! it really made my day.

will post up the pics of today later during the week.. till then, cya!

heyhey. morning ppl. think this has been like the most fully utilised sunday since....... i dunno for ages? woke up at like 0745hrs on my own n jus read the papers, play with the dog n stuff. surreal. n to end the morning i met a friend for breakfast! yo.. all this from someone who like wakes only at 1300 onwards on a sunday ( according to cai) haha.

yup n the day only gets better. gonna meet jh at parklane driving range at 2 to hit some balls. haven done so in a really long time. wonder if i still have my swing tho. after which probably gonna hang with the guys at PW. think everyone else besides jh n i are still sleeping. oh well. will see how things go ya?

seriously frankie, i dont knw how u choose ur music n like get all those wierd titles. think u must have fully utilised the friendly sales assistant in back no? oh yeah n for all the dudes who have been wondering when i'll go back to my old lifestyle again....


1 mth n 6 days till im through with 5SIR

this is damn funny. it was just this old man standing in the middle of ximen ding holding a broom dressed like that! wrong era uncle. you shd be in the mountains of northern china practising your wudan skills for 10 years. maybe thats what he did.=o) maybe hes waiting for the annual pugilist competition to start. poor thing.  

SPA in taiwan ! 

nice lazy sunday. i got home at about 130 last night and was so damn tired i slept in my jeans and contacts STILL ON! woke up in the morning with the sun shining on my tight bum(hehx) and had to peel the contacts from my eyeballs. damn i'll kill my eyes if i do this too often.

i think i'm more mellow nowadays. i think jazz has made me relax, a bit too relaxed. maybe not jazz, maybe army. shit what am i rambling about. no its just that i do things just for the sake of doing nowadays. (i'm confused, i'll stop)

anyways, my poor comp is lying on its side, clothes(cover) off and the internal organs sticking out. the stomach(disk drive) is missing.. far away in maxtor and will be back only 1 month later. bloody maxtor. call that service, hell. anyone has a hard disk to lend? 10GB also can.

yeh hope today will be a fun day. waiting for my parents to come back with breakfast and its golf later. my coach changed my swing again, hopefully this time its for good.. yep greg said he wanna join me today, haha but won't if serene's coming. haha relax la why so scared of her. anyways shes coming la, told me to call her when i go. so greg you still wanna come?

Andy Williams - music to watch girls by

The boys watch the girls,

while the girls watch the boys,

who watch the girls go by.

Eye to eye,

they solemnly convene to make the scene

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cya later guys

frank

its a saturday!!! at last. haha just came back from simlim with leong and sent my disk drive to RMA. return to manufacturer. and watched jiawei's loss at the coffeeshop with this samsung distributor called lawrence. sigh so sad. that korean bitch grunted her way to victory. oh and i bought these 2 great cds. Music to watch girls by BY the high society, courtesy of that cd shop and jean frye sidwell. "the look.. of love.. is in your eyes" damn nice song. love them.

oh well gonna get ready to go out now. cya guys soon. POOR LAU stuck in camp =o) don't worry you'll get out of camp much more than me. till then, adios.

jh - listening to music to watch girls by BY andy williams.

sometimes, you face so much shit in your life you just wanna take it out on someone or something. but should that shit come from your friend, what are you to do? take it out on him and face the consequences. bury it inside and misery's abound. sick and tired of being the punching bag. take your shit and keep it. spit it out to me and prepared to have it stuffed back down your mouth. ian's taking no prisoners.

if you ask me out, don't treat me as a display item. i'm not there to pose and act pretty(not that i can). if there's not going to be communication between you and your friends, you might as well not be there anyway. so if you ASK me to join you and i make the effort to go down do at least show some appreciation. don't take ian for granted. the result's not pretty.

i'm not done yet but i shall end my bitching for today anyway. bitching causes too much emotional friction. not that i give a damn but it's just pretty tiring. i much prefer to be a happy guy.

supposed to join tengren at chinablack, but unfortunately fell asleep. i hope he's not pissed. anyway what's up with you shaun. fungus man? sounds bad dude. pray it's not long term. fungus sucks. takes an eternity to heal. cai's MIA for the moment except on the board. so is greg, except that he is MIA everywhere. jh just came back. i really like the CD you bought man. classy piece of work. lau sounds like he needs anger management classes more than salsa. but who am i to judge. hurhur.

i need LAN. we need to rediscover LAN my dear friends. anyone game on sunday? i hear vietnam calling. that's all for today. i'm tired.

hey all your cyberpunkers. well, saw greg who dropped by this week having imt..u look DAMN sian man...dont think the pc's there give a big fuck about u right?..hmm..well fuck them lah...they may be my friends but not necessarily all get along right?. so diff from where i am the specs and offrs are damn close..almost the same everything. anyway you're outta there soon..imt's such crap. as for jh, the timing was positively bad. well better that your course is over, head back to dieppe and continue the hard work eh?. havent met up with you since your return, but im busy with course during the week and ling on the weekends. no worries, im sure we'll have lotsa good times together as we go. not a pangseh kia anymore i hope..heh. hope your com works. and we need to LAN. where are all the good girls around...??...frank's back home.
and whats with shaun's fungus?..is it chicken pox or just his mind's getting stale and moist?.

SHIT my comp is officially screwed. before i left for taiwan i short circuited it. and just 2 days back i sent it to the comp shop at kembangan plaza. and guess what, the guy called me today and told me my HARD DISK has a prob, my RAM has problems and my freaking CD-RW has problems. all cos of the short circuit ? don't know if i'm getting conned man but its already 60 bucks for service charge. fuck shit.

sigh until my comp gets settled, i'm sad man. and i'm gonna go back camp tmr after a 4 day break. yep camp, hope don't get that many arrows. but gonna start my golf and gym routine so hope that'll work out too..

PS i'm using a lan shop to type all these crap. can u imagine? paying to use msn and BLOG ? dammit.

hey. whats been happening? just got back read about the fateful night at rouge. whos kind enough to call me and update me ? eug i got ur vanilla vodka. u know what u owe me =o) bought myself a wyndham's estate chadonnay. hope its good. sigh i'm so tired and so much mail to delete.

hope you guys are doing fine!

the one which got away.

as expected, ian did a very apt and accurate account of what happened yday..or actually this morning. albeit a long one. to cut the crap short...it was a real screw up. and mr guilt trip here will give u my perspective on things. basically even tho greg kiat justin and nef came late, thanks to cai getting high on daiquiri and lau having loads to drink, i ended up laughing like a clown how dari kiri and ker blakang pusing came into the picture....once kiat come along with his "...with donald at macdonald.." i kinda lost it there..w.as totally i stitches. so anyway couldnt get in thanks to the time wastage. no one was gonna play leader, so i didnt help either. decided on pool i did. cos noone wanted to decide. if they rest didnt have the same plans...forget it lah.. no point forcing a gathering if it were already not working. pool at least saved the day for the 4 guys in the east.. altho the two west guys wont be happy, im glad the nights over, and another day is here. topped off by a nice trickshot at the pool table, i reckon today's tennis will be good. good night, good fight.

"For me, today was a bad day..."

yes it is. but it wasn't all bad. started out fine with eugene and me walking around town waiting for everyone to join us. i was doing impulsive shopping and good ol'eugene managed to dissuade me from my impulsive ways. so we left guess, zara and fcuk empty handed. well, almost. i bought a red fcuk top that had scribbles of fcuk. what was i to do? i was being impulsive. yeah. seriously eugene, if i were you, i'd rather get the zara top for 89, than the AX top for 199. they look almost the same and i think you look better in brown than blue. go for it.

anyway, afterwhich we had dinner where shaun joined us. things started to go wrong when the projector started screwing up and spurs equalised against liverpool. that was just the beginning of the downward spiral. upset no.1.

we then proceeded to far east for pool/lan. the one beside wheelock, not the one opposite pacific plaza. fruitless session as we didn't play pool or lan. just diddled about inside, wacking around the arcade. it's a good time to mention that most of the games were down. but that didn't upset me, coz rouge was waiting. NUS biz ad bash. couldn't be that bad..

out of far east we went and suddenly shaun left for a rather familiar looking lady standing by the street. with eugene and me taken by surprise, we could only mutter our 'seeyas' and wonder if that's the last of him we'll see tonight. doubting shaun's return and feeling a lil let down by a good friend, i became increasingly upset. upset no.2.

along the way to rouge, i realised the bash had a theme. brazilian theme. samba, not rnb as promise. i suggested going to black but eugene mentioned we should head there and check it out first. i was sure rouge doesn't do rnb but we went on anyway. it was a long walk and with humidity and heat abound, i naturally got heated up along as well. upset no.3. ever notice that when you're irritated, every small thing tends to piss you off?

so, we finally reached rouge. ok the crowd was really promising. looks good and all. the music, remains to be judged. 10 bucks and we're in. true to the theme, they were playing rather samba-ish music. i was ok with it. reminds me rather of safri duo. the crowd increasingly reminded me of wednesday's phuture. squeezy, mmm. had a taste of vanilla vodka sprite. mmm, vanilla...tasty. shaun msges to suggest he might not join us afterall. felt very letdown. proceeded to tell him off. upset no.4.

finally got out of rouge. a friend mentions he might help us jump the queue into black if we wanna go. it was really tempting and eugene and i contemplated. seeked out the guys and asked if they wanna go. neth greg cai eugene and i. we were all really willing but somehow we had been struck by the disease known as 'catatonia', and we didn't move an inch. just sitting around chattering and chattering. with no one wanting to make a move, i helped them all decide and told them that we're staying since no one looks like they're leaving. so we all stayed and wanted to go in. but the whole management screwed up the entry and everything and the rest had to pay 21bucks to get in. it was naturally not worth 21 bucks to get into rouge so we all decided to go somewhere else. oh did i mention shaun returned? pleasantly surprised but regretted roasting him earlier on.

sitting by the roadside, no one wanted to make up their mind. i didn't mind anything as long as the guys stuck together since everyone rushed down to join us, it'll be bad not to include everyone in the plans. however, things soured when the east dudes decided to go parkway for pool. kenneth and eugene got major pissed off and left on the spot. my ideal not met plus everything that happened previously got me major pissed off as well. everyone left so i naturally went with the eastside and headed to parkway.

there, watching the balls roll around, playing pool took my mind off the bad stuff and i soon got back to my normal self albeit a lil introverted. somehow i'd always feel somewhat remorseful after a bout of anger. it's just me i guess. a period of reflection ensued during pool and i managed to relax and cool down. in between, i got a rather sweet msg. very timely one indeed. in fact the msg was the catalyst in helping me cool down. i'd like to thank her. so, thank you.

i realise i have a penchant for doing long long posts, be it talking crap, ranting, enlightenment or just a dry description of my day(like now). some may enjoy it, some may not, so just bare with me and i hope you'll get used to it. actually there's alot more i wanna say/talk about, but i guess i'll leave my enlightenments till my next post. my day, shall hence end here. it's now time for me to rest. good night everyone.

"...tonight however, i shall sleep in peace."

paint paradise.

haha...stupid song on the show my dad's watching...dont they always seem to go, that you dont know what you've got till its gone?...anyway..hello you reading this, fine day innit?...thats cos other people are having fucked up ones..=]...okay, let this be one of old. we'll start with the biggest of the group. jh- u back from taiwan yet..? please let me be one the first few people u call, like after the hot babes k?. pico informes me you're workload has piled up sufficiently, so all the best.! smi's great..on course now and cleared my 2nd year ippt today..heh. greg- its great you're out tonight, there's light it seems....not that dim after all...k i await next month when you're back in bmt fervently. remember whens the last LAN session we had...with all the dudes...ages! sengleong's been calling me with info lately..hmm....roug guys...tonight is roug night. sha-un- hope u had fun at the pool place, as ian said....we had a ball...too bad greg left...and nomore people were present to witness the outburst of insanity. lor's gone so i suppose we'll hear more of you?..ya..sorry if everytime i see supply and transport i think of you k...its just so gay, but i do...appreciate the sms wont you...you're being thought of silly..ah choo. ian- i enjoyed your post more...u better describe things than most. why didnt u send me mark netto's number...huh huh huh/...argh..haha please do eh. 90 bucks on deb?.....haha god knows who reads this..but yea..thats cool..;] mr DO okay not..havent even done one yet over here...lau- please be more monogamous, altho thats not the right word..hopping like this isnt gonna get you anywhere, unless u dont want to in the first place, which i doubt. thanks for being such a cool friend, since the infamous 2c days...which, for your info, remains the coolest class to exist ever..our very own class monitor, aided by the able assistant, fong xiongkun, and the ever feuding kenneths, sanman lives on! abruptly cut off here..sorry..gotta run

u knw, it sucks trying to squeeze your whole social life into jus 2 days (sat n sun) or sometimes even less than tt. u can try to make everyone happy but in the end ya will be so zonked out cos u sacrificed time for yourself. been feelin loads of this feeling over the past 2 mths plus. haha lau im gonna be out soon la. eventually.

shit, problem with the tag board. keeps gg like axn cancelled or sth. for this week its like met jie on friday night after she finished her smu orientation, sat(tdy) will be for my parents(gonna pick dad up from the airport),first half at least, following which i shd have a class gathering sometime in the evening. after which its back to hell for last min sunday guard. looks like the guys are gonna be the ones sacrificed this week. sorry bros.

sometimes it feels im missing out on a lot. seem to be falling out of the social circle or sth. think there is a certain limit to the number of times someone will jio u out somewhere. past this limit when e person pang seh's or is constantly unable to make it wld result in his exclusion from future activities haha. bear with me eh brothers.

anyway on to happier things..........hmm. wait there are no happier things. only crap. decided i din wanna get my LOA for land rovers anymore. couldnt take the constant beeping of the speed warning, the fact tt i had to constantly maintain a max speed of 55km/h, the shame of buses n other slow passenger vehicles skimming past me coupled with the curious pathetic stares of the ppl in it wondering why the hell am i hogging the road n delaying their transit. fuck em.


oh yeah since my tag board doesnt work.. see i do post claire. haha. ltr.

hey faithful readers of this blog! i've just finished my work in taiwan and we'll be packing up tmr. its a 6 hr drive to taipei and i can't wait! heard theres a typhoon in taipei (taiphoon) haha and the sispec guys there now for their rnr are having a hell of a wet time. hopefully by the time i get there it'll clear up.. today due to the strong winds, my tentage got blown over and the entire thing just flipped. i didn't believe the winds in taiwan were so strong, but now i do haha. and i have pictures to show for!

shaun and lau now are at the law bash, right? sigh wish i could go. but i'll be back soon, on monday about 7. but taking shitty china airlines. the service and planes suck so bad. gosh. doesn't help that the air stewardess-es look shitty too. haha i mean, its a 6 hr ride back, and theres no individual tv screens, and with only CHINESE newspapers, there must be a trade-off for the better right,like pretty babes or something, but sadly, there aren't. guess i'll just finish up my band of brothers on the ride back.

caicaicaicaicaicia

ogay... hello all. i'm back. i just sent lor off to shanghai... lent her my sony ericsson phone...but realized that i didn't give her the charger. oh well.
the insect bites on my legs haven't gone away.. it's almost 3 weeks now. went to changi general hos. and they didn't know either. so i have to see a skin specialist next friday. bloody and pus-sy.
everyone shouldn't comment on the way i speak when i just wake up. it's not my fault. ogay ogay ogay ogay. i dunnoe what i should wear to club later. lau's bringing me a shirt but i may look like fug in it. i'm running out of money. ogay. i dunnoe what to post.

cai stop complaining about the blog.

helloooooooo! ian is back again today. 2 posts in a day, 1st time doing that. anyway, summary of the day is, chilled today befpre a rather nice dinner at indochine then a fun but short session of pool of our fave eastside hangout with who else but the gang.

finally made true my promise to her and had dinner with deb before she returns to US. it was nice to have caught up with her after so long, though it was mostly just mindless chatter about everything. almost backed out coz i didn't wanna go, the anti-social feeling if you read my last post. but in the end it proved to be quite alright. as usual i insisted to cover the bill. it's a bad habit of mine i know. dunno why, just like to pay for everything. call me a sucker. anyway the food at indochine was quite good albeit the serving's rather small. i ordered a 'surf and turf' which was a nice tenderloin steak coupled with some mini-potatoes and a supersized scallop. yeah i really mean supersized. the scallop's the size of the steak. like 'whoa'. palm-sized lil piece of white, delicious meat. the beef was humho. beef is just beef. tastes all the same to me. all in all it came up to about 90 bucks. i guess it was worth it since you don't see each other so often and catching up is a nice thing to do afterall. other than that, it was just a nice ride in her green 525 beemer. makes me really wanna own that sweet lil thing. i meant the beemer. nice of her to send me to parkway to meet the gang. seeya girl, when you return.

with the gang i stayed a mere hour. they've been there since dinner . played some wacky pool and cai provided some sideshow act, irritatin the hell out of shaun while i proceeded to put on shaun's discman and do a sing-along to 'look what you've done' by jet. realised everyone was giving me weird looks cause i was apparently singing off-key and very loudly. so i kept quiet. yeah right. sang louder to distract shaun from his game further. haha. cai and i make quite the powerful pair of irritants. in between, 'home' by kit chan played and cai started mamboing to it. mamboing to 'home'? yes. htf do you mambo to 'home'? ask our dearest cai. laughed my ass off. shaun was just feeling very embarrassed to have us as friends.

and just a thought. why are singaporeans so uptight? it's so hard to make small talk. people are like, 'get away from me'. why can't people be spontaneous and just talk. recently, quite a few cauasians just talked to me(and friends) spontaneously(eugene should know at least one, heh). i mean i don't even know them. but i quite enjoyed it although it's not natural to me. like it's a breath of fresh air. singaporeans mostly will just give u a weird stare. people in general should be spontaneous like this. make friends everywhere, instead of being so uptight, paranoid and dare i say, snobbish.

ok finally, anyone wanna catch hoobastank at sentosa this saturday? 14th august. people, ring me k. i really wanna hear them. after missing out on linkin park, this is my sole redemption. it's only $79?

uuhh--..watever

kay..the title of the post doesnt get seen anyway so nvm....to eugene..- yea....i said all that but its dead true...see if sam believes u or not...our mr strong become mr snag.. mr fuckit actually gave a damn.. anyways...yea..to ian...a very interesting post i must say..gives an insight to how the ian ticks....and the sandbag was really funny...shaun u evilweevilkneival...hope u had a laugh at my expense today..was feeling nutty...and me and ian prob had a good time being good ole mambosexuals with national day songs.... which makes me think of mr vesa..mr 27 yr old toh wei loon whos a totally laugh at mambos on wed at zouk...my 20 bucks usually spent watching him do his thing...yep...and mr greg..needs to go back to bmt fast..like now....fuck ps course okay?., err...k thats about it..todays fish and co and pool wasnt that bad...good week to all u people..the week's already a day shorter...and to a certain cowgooseduckpig, get well soon.

wassup man. looks like i'm missing out on a lot of fun. haha ian i think shaun's just.. er.. just woke up ? he's always like that when he just wakes. thats why i hate calling him at 3pm on sundays cos he'll definitely be still in bed and ready to deliver his violent tirade on me. and when i dont call him when i go out on sundays, he'll scold me for bojioing. sigh =o) .. ok off shaun. yeh ian i kinda get your feelings sometimes. it does happen trust me, when u just feel like not meeting anyone, not doing anything. everyone gets it.. just don't get it too often k ? its really nice to meet up with old friends, whether pretty or not is not the point =o), but just to catch up, meet up, impress him or her with your recent exploits ( and i'm not talking about knowing a girl called SOLID in lola, like wtf. SOLID ) haha.

anyways. its nights off tonight at kenting town and we have 1800 to 2300 to walk around the tiny puny itsy pitsy town. its like even a place to walk la. i can occupy myself better in parkway.

i did a lot of thinking today, somehow the rover ride to mudan dam was very long, somehow i just thought about everything that happened to me recently.

i have this to part with:

i've learnt that some things may not go your way,

may hurt you a lot and torment you hard.

but i've also learnt that time eases the pain,

bringing acceptance to things you couldn't even bear to think about.

true, at times you would wonder why things went wrong.

how did they ever?

but life goes on and it becomes a thing of the past.

don't live in the shadows of yesteryear.

don't anymore.

simjianhong

franksimatra

last night bombed, sadly. the rnb was getting so good, building up the mood and all. suddenly, the incessant disc scratching and hiphop came in bringing everything down again. no wonder called liquid room. tsk, not solid at all. i think i'm being a cai. oh well..

soon everyone was outta the place with shaun me greg cai heading down to e bp for night snacks and eugene with seng rushing to join stef(eugene's friend) at centro. apparently centro, "it's the bomb", according to a very happy eugene moments later. but we four lil dudes just became too sian to go anywhere else.

so as i've mentioned we four lil dudes decided to go bp for some foodies. munch a little here and there, i bought my nice lil ase mag to read while the other three lil dudes proceeded with their naruto talk. me and naruto = no link, so in between their talk of naruto and me reading my mag, i was trying to link everything together and in the end everything became of no link. sadly. my brain hasn't been the same since the 7 day field camp. i think even this post is also quite incomprehensible. nevermind, i'll just rattle on, ok(ogay)?

last night i was feeling a lil disorientated after liquid room. didn't drink much so alcohol wasn't a factor. maybe just too bored. didn't know where was bp so asked my dear shaun for directions. got blasted by him. don't even know what i've done. anyway, reached bp finally after making many a turns around the same area. thanks to his left left left left and more left turns. had a mixture of chilli cheese dog/fan choy/HL milk topped off with cai's 'champion ice cream'. i'm surprised i didn't get diahorrea(correct?). shaun and me continued to not 'click' throughout the mornin and he blasted me again on the cab. i passed him a green note and a purple note then he scolded me for giving him 4 dollars. feeling quite low morale already. sigh.

feeling quite lethargic these days. and not to mention confused. don't feel like doing much but on the other hand i still wanna chill out with my pals. what's happening with me? anti-social mood building up. been toying with the idea of going out with some people before they go back to their faraway land but it keeps alternating between yes and no. maybe jianhong's right afterall, we all need fresh faces in our lives every now and then. ok(ogay) i think i've talked alot but i'm not exactly sure if anyone actually understands.

just some parting notes: i wish i was in taiwan. jianhong and his typhoon. haha. appreciate greg flying down from camp to join us. you're forgiven for all the times you pangseh. it's unfathomable how i always manage to piss shaun off unwittingly for all the small things. maybe it's just me. cai's ice cream was really quite good. except that it was too frozen and i've always only loved chocolate. sorry dude. finally to eugene at centro, sorry didn't join u there. everyone just too off to go already. i'm sure you had a great time. you know what i mean.

alright! this is shaun's sandbag signing off. till another day, where the sun shines brightly and the blue sky filled my eyes. good bye.

where was jianhong??

ehhehe chill hunk. u were missed last night okay?...anyway went liquid room with shaun ian greg lau and seng....ren and loo also showed up...so much for the vj party, club opened at 1130 and thankfully people turned up eventually. music was good...and the crowd took some getting used to...where else would the floor be empty at 1230??..haha...thanks to the gay dudes and angmoh chicks to get things going.. otherwise the poor dj's would be spinning shit...haha.....hiphop stinks so left after the rnb dude stopped. then headed to bp for a nice cosy meal of instant noodles and MY CHAMPION icecream..haha...quite nice lah... however i must comment that ian was a little off then. seemed to answer our questions out of point more than once..which was a laugh....yea shaun...bring your ase wang collection later k?..hehe.. thanks for greg coming straight from camp to make it, and lau from reminding us what clubbing's actually for..hahha....see dy baby. nationally day?...bah..how bout singapore idol day...

mornin all ya faithful cyberpark readers!

dudes guess where i am now? *yes eulau in the back row* is tt camp u say? haha fuck man gg mad. guess nothing happened last night eh? with everyone either parking their ass on the chair (cai), being dominated into submisson (shaun), stoning (lau), lost n blur (ian), somewhere in potong pasir (me). wtf

paiseh ah lau. pang seh.was at wisma with jie n her VSA project which make really nice photo frames, albums n the works with denim stuff ( y'all shd go check it out if u havent!-- last day tdy!) n then followed jie to her friends hse in potong pasir for hailin's birthday dinner sort of thing n then after stoning for a while got a msg to come back to camp tdy cos my new batch of guys aint gonna be booking out for NAtional day so my platoon is activated to jaga em tdy. after tt i sianz 1/2 liaoz. hmm oh yeah shaun how? ground control! haha does ur lobang have it?

whats happening tdy eh? im trying to come out tonight but if not tomorrow morn so maybe sth then if ya all are still interested eh? eh frank which part of taiwan u in eh? hann sern is here with me now haha.

yeapz anyway gotta act busy, capt henry is coming haha

toodles

a new beginning

so many changes huh.... ha..well this is one of the many posts to come fro me...so u regular faithfuls.....i exist..the small but existant member of cyberpark...lotsa new things happening...im typing this from my new home in the east...using wireless lan connection...and in the same clothes i played tennis in..k well not everything's changed..other than the stuff u guys already know...been busy with my course and a certain injurious one...busy days are back....amazing how jianhong's in my camp for so long and 2 hi's in the cookhouse is all i have to show for his visit...i've even moved bunk closer to jh in his absence..are u coming back here after taiwan jh?.. gonna go wisma tmr for jieying's denim sale at wisma...sounds good..even came out on the paper..hope to find some nice stuff.. ohya....wonder where's greg...awolled again..cant wait till he gets his butt back at bmt then can chill more...5sir a shitty place for a good friend to be holed up. as for shaun, that obnoxious boy, needs a good kick in the backside...dunno why..but kick first....awolling too..and interestingly...ian's calls are infrequent....seems like our dear boy has been busy..or is it a...ahem..okay....he hates me being sneaky...hehe..that leaves our good friend eulau. better known to me as lauahpek. ..always texting me to go chiong and all that....days used to be better lah..seems to be a the original chiongster....how come the 3SG so rich one also eludes me..damn. one always clubbing and wearing nice clothes..the other drives a lexus and supports his taitai....amaaaaazing. and the poor lefturnants seem to be grovelling at our wallets searching for another cent....k minus jianhong.. to end this off i shall suggest, ambitiously....that we shall plan for a trip to somehwere when we ord...lau and jh can lobo while we finish... then we shall all travel as a gang....k. thats the idea k.....to everlasting friendship, camaderie, loyalty, trust and utter bullshit. cheers.

i feel so unsure,
as i take your hand and lead you to the dance floor.
as the music dies,
something in your eyes,
calls to mind a silver screen
a long and sad goodbye.

hey!! just got back from a 4 day outfield and its damn shag. been the S3 for 1 mission and its damn tiring. plan until my brains gonna burst and sometimes i just don't know what the hell i'm presenting about. oh well... hows everyone? miss everyone a lot ! yeh especially you claire, eug shaun ian cai greg MARK youshithead.. sigh wont be around for nat.day haha what a waste. waste of my holidays.

oh yeh anyone wanna take some salsa classes? heh i'm going with eug when i get back. heh we just wanna learn seriously, haha no ulterior motives. i can't wait to get back ! will try to buy stuff from taipei during my RNR !

mambo

"I thought it was too good to be true.
I found somebody who understands me,
someone who would help me to get through
and fill an emptiness i had inside me
(we used to be so perfect...)"

good day...
i'm bored.. and very stressed... All of a sudden i'm (again) laden with a hell lot of work. Working here is like fighting fire... it never ends.. the work just keeps pouring in. When you quench one fire, suddenly the gas tank explodes and you have another huge fire on your hands. So the huge fire now is being in the committee of 1 SAF TPT Bn 26th Anniversary. Doing invitation cards and decorations. Then this jackass got caught speeding in an MID vehicle and i've to do a 30 over page investigation report, which includes interviews and statements. Not forgetting the new implementation of a new dumbass system. and the fact i'm the coordinating person for Ex wallaby in 1st TPT. bitch bitch bitch. and AHM is coming, we've to run and run and run.
anyway, mamboing tmr.. i think i've jioed everyone already so don't complain. see you!

"We could have made it work,
we could have found a way,
we should have done our best, to see another day.
but we kept it all inside until it was too late,
and now we're both alone, the consequence we pay,
for throwing it all away, for throwing it all away..."

HEY GUYS! ok greetings from FUCKING HOT taiwan. its really damn hot. i'm sweating buckets as i'm typing this and its like what 10pm at night WTH right. err just to clarify some stuff ahah. eugene's squeeze is not his squeeze! just his squeeze for that day. er not making myself clear huh... OK THATS HIS SQUEEZE BUT NOT HIS GF !! (shit i think hes gonna kill me) OKOKOK thats not his squeeze or gf. just a mutual friend. (it always starts from mutual friends?*wink*)

hmm. ok i'll stop playing. thats just vic, a friend of me shaun and ian's. end of story.

anyways, i really miss you guys, its great theres internet in the camp and its like 50c sing per 30mins so its not so bad right. can't use much already cos next few days gonna start the exercises and planning, (i'm not here to use the internet!!)

shit i have 13mins left...oh yah. ian really touched me that day when he told me he wanted to send me off. even though i was already eating in the transit lounge and he was at home =o)
ian i understand its the thought that counts..! haha.

ok adios for now, concentrate on msn. (e-messenger)

mark! why haven't you emailed me ?!