wassup man. looks like i'm missing out on a lot of fun. haha ian i think shaun's just.. er.. just woke up ? he's always like that when he just wakes. thats why i hate calling him at 3pm on sundays cos he'll definitely be still in bed and ready to deliver his violent tirade on me. and when i dont call him when i go out on sundays, he'll scold me for bojioing. sigh =o) .. ok off shaun. yeh ian i kinda get your feelings sometimes. it does happen trust me, when u just feel like not meeting anyone, not doing anything. everyone gets it.. just don't get it too often k ? its really nice to meet up with old friends, whether pretty or not is not the point =o), but just to catch up, meet up, impress him or her with your recent exploits ( and i'm not talking about knowing a girl called SOLID in lola, like wtf. SOLID ) haha.

anyways. its nights off tonight at kenting town and we have 1800 to 2300 to walk around the tiny puny itsy pitsy town. its like even a place to walk la. i can occupy myself better in parkway.

i did a lot of thinking today, somehow the rover ride to mudan dam was very long, somehow i just thought about everything that happened to me recently.

i have this to part with:

i've learnt that some things may not go your way,

may hurt you a lot and torment you hard.

but i've also learnt that time eases the pain,

bringing acceptance to things you couldn't even bear to think about.

true, at times you would wonder why things went wrong.

how did they ever?

but life goes on and it becomes a thing of the past.

don't live in the shadows of yesteryear.

don't anymore.

simjianhong

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