weekend. week's end.

end of the week on sunday. time this weekend was well spent with the guys. eugene, greg, cai and jianhong. mmm, someone's missing. i wonder who.

saturday kicked off with eugene and cai. shark's tale, McD's, FCUK, S700i and pool. eugene, next time i think we should keep our mouths shut. shark's tale wasn't as bad as i thought, in fact it was good! jessica shrimpson. like wtf. though i would've preferred to watch sky capt. gotta watch it soon.

and the week's ended yet again with mouse-clicks. click-cliques with jh, greg and cai. mmm.

i wonder how's next week's gonna change.

sometimes u have so many things on your mind, but u just can't express it. haven't u had that feeling? mmm. and i wonder...

thoughts

why do people learn to cherish what they have only when they've lost it?

revived to be dead

hey. how's everyone. blog's rather abandoned now. nothing much, just doing my once a month post. pple who are stay-ins just don't have the colourful lives of those who are stay-outs.

friday night. i'm staying home. no one's doing pretty much. eugene's at flava with friends. none of my other jing-gang going, so i'll avoid. supposed to hang out with greg/cai but they're tired/busy. wtf. oh well. finally out after 2 weeks in camp and i'm staying home. woo-weee.

adios. i'm off. till another day when i have nice things to add.

"The Humpty Dumpty Love Song"

all of the king's horses
and all of the king's men
couldn't pull my heart back together again
all of the physicians and mathematicians too
failed to stop my heart from breaking in two.

'cause all i need is you.
i just need you.
yeah you got the glue.
so i'm gonna give my heart to you.

i had a premonition,
a movie in my hand
confirming my suspicions of what i would find
it followed me to L.A.
down to mexico
came in through the back door at the start of the show.

still all i need you.
i just need you.
yeah you got the glue.
so i'm gonna give my heart to you.

oh was a perfect day,
oh in a perfect way,
you know, something had go,
you left me high,
you left me low.

now as i lie in pieces,
and wait for your return,
the sun upon my forehead
it burns baby burns baby burns

an eye on all my horses
you've slept with all my men
i'm never gonna get it together again
still all i need is you.
i just need you.
yeah you got the glue.
so i'm gonna give my heart to you.
yeah you got the glue
and there's nothing i can do.
yeah you got the glue.
so i'm gonna give my heart to you.

great sunday.

oh i woke up this morning kinda late. rushed out of the house to keppel to play golf with clement the lil bitch, calvin yeohda and darrencheng@forpresident.com. great fun! the lil bitch wanted to learn but he ended up prancing about and hit less than 10 balls. i'm enjoying it much more but i'm still in the process of grappling with my swing...........

anyways, it started raining and we didn't have transport out!! so we started walking out, and trying to hitchhike beside the road. darren started scolding and shouting at every car that went by.. er. we were trying to hide ourselves in the bushes.. it started to rain! we started walking fast but it got heavier and darren picked up this branch off a banana tree out of desperation. so... 4 guys, squeezing under a banana tree branch, walking lep ra left right lep ra. not much of a shelter i guess, my socks were wet, my shoes too sigh.......

went to town and hung around, decided to buy tix for manchurian candidate.. went to birkenstock and i picked up a pair of scandals, er sandals. =o) eugene thinks the malay girl with the accent in the shop is hot. opps. *wink*

the show's good! raymond... raymond shaw... RAYMOND PRISTESS SHAW. "yes mom, do whatever you want to me" i don't think anyone who didn't watch the show would know what i'm talking about but.. heck.

and here i am back home. raring to go for later, 11pm. MANCHESTER UNITED VS BLOODY ARSEnil. await the good news =o)

who knows?

im gonna pressure jh to put up the tagboard once again.
haha jh did his last two posts halfway through our warcraft 3 game against each other.
guess who got thrashed.....hahaha me of course the nooB.
sorry if i kenna stomachache lah k...im gonna stink up this post really bad.

and yea you and laus infatuation with older girls (supposedly SMAL) is disturbing.
i really thought this was a joke. she's far from attractive even. i'd love her, but as like how i love my mommy lah. maybe there are winds of change. sinyee, and SMAL...seems like older women are making a comeback, comeback because somewhere down the line jh already hooked himself up with one..woo...u rock man jianny. your reputation is so gone.

clubbing really isnt as fun as it were before. i resolve to club less. less, not none.
sooner or later we'll go pubbing instead, and collect our indented beer bellys.
i look forward to that..

and last but not least thanks to nikki cheong. the cheongster who reminded me via her blog that there's this thing called tea tree cream for crater faces. so far its working.
now where's my magic tube?

nelly.

Won't you come on and go with me

Come on ova to my place

Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat

And let me ease ya mind girl

We gon do it our way

i love this song!

answer

i'm damn lazy to put it

question

whered the tagboard go?.

hey wassup!

sorry mark, couldn't chat just now, my noodles were overflowing already. call me if you can!

i'm going to amara hotel now, for the work travel USA exhibition, hope can find something i like there..

i'm soooo tired. last night's zouk was fun. lau had a hell of a time shouting and screaming like a cock in the car. wtf. so bloddy irritating.

bye!

English Signs Recently Found in China

1. In a Beijing hotel lobby:
"The lift is being fixed for next day.
During that time we regret that you
will be unbearable."

2. In a Shanghai hotel elevator:
"Please leave your values at the front desk."

3. In a Hangzhou hotel:
"The flattening of underwear with pleasure
is the job of the chambermaid."

4. In a Jilin hotel:
"You are very invited to take advantage of
the chambermaid."

5. In a Wuxi dry cleaner:
"Please drop your trousers here for best results."


6. Outside a Tianjin clothing shop:
"Order your summer suits quick. Because of
big rush we will execute customers in strict rotation."

WTF!!!

of yupi hamburgers and patek watches

seems like our lives have been thrown into a whirl.
okay maybe just mine.
but camp life is definitely better. phases lah all this. one moment we're so nicely settled in and then next moment we're thrown awry by the unstoppable forces of change.
very interesting. very unexpectedly expected.
just as you thought things were going great. which they were. but inherantly some things gotta change right?. so i deduce we guys must learn to deal with transitions better. i admit to behaving like a baby whenever i dont get what i want. so yea i'll just be conscious of that.

anybody wanna buy me the polo ralph shirt i've got my eyes on.
oooh the elusive piece of cloth. mmmm..

today jianhong asked me to play lan.
i kindly rejected.
a sign of the times?
no death coil for me?.
more rest for me?.
oh the horror!

the bored life

i enjoyed my two days in camp very much. i don't know why, but i seem to enjoy being alone now. shit am i turning into a pond scum too ?

theres so much peace in being alone. it seems like heaven to be able to enjoy the papers quietly, taking a short nap on the chairman's chair. boring ? hardly. time seems to pass faster this way.

just received a call from SMU today, asking me who would i bring for the smu jamboree thing. anybody interested? its on the 13th nov 3-5pm.

anyways i would be at amara hotel this sat. its the roadshow of speedwing, that company that liaisons with the US companies to give jobs to hopeful fools like me in faraway USA. as hotdog sellers, theme park operators, chambermaids maybe bartenders? heh. i wish.

a leader leads with passion.

SHAUN!!

SHaun don't kill me. i changed the template of the blog cos someone deleted the old html! and i don't have a copy of it. so i just chose another one.. please tell me u have the copy of the old one..

adios

shaun's gone to australia. not taiwan.
and together the blog's also cranky already.
must be the blog misses shaun.
sorry shaun i was sick.
but i really wanted to go down and send you off.
my head's splitting. my body's screaming.
oh ya how's the flight.

goodbye

i'm off in 2 hours... take care all of you.. be back soon..

ex wallaby

fuck man am is peepee the only one gg wallaby with me?? advance party leaves tonight at 2000 while i'll be making my way down to t2 monday night. it's damn irritating, having to wear pants and collar shirt there. plus our kit bag which includes sbo and full pack and boots had to be completely free of mud. it was a damn hassle man. gonna be there doing 3 day navex of 62 chkpts, spike live firing, matador live firing, combat equipment jump and battle inoculation course on lsv. shag balls. but after ex wallaby im gonna be in ord mood already..
lau, where's my fucking prez, you wanna wait till an entire yr pass before you give me is it, like not remind me of xiaoling when we went to meet her last time. i'll be fucking confined in camp during xmas, 2ntm frm 21-28 dec, sucks like hell i tell you.
oh one lesson i learnt frm mambo night, never go if you have a hazardous activity the next day. my fren puked on the plane and he was damn seh until he jumped out. lucky he remembered all his drills otherwise we'd have made news headlines again. lol.
till end of wallaby, ciao.

ex wallaby.

So, what do you do

When somebody you're devoted to

Suddenly just stops loving you

And it seems they haven't got a clue

Of the pain that rejection

Is putting you through

Do you cling to your pride

And say "I Will Survive"

Do you lash out and say"How dare you leave this way"

or Do you hold on in vain

As they just slip away

1 big...

SHAUN u are 1 big fucking idiot!! and its really dumb. nice illustrations though. u should join lucasarts.

claire i'm glad you enjoyed that entry as much as i did =o) i laughed like hell typing it too..

NIC MOK oei! i know you think its damn funny too right. and please for the last time. we are all busy people and can't blog all day so will you get your mouse away from the refresh button?! its jamming the server up. blogspot called me up to complain already. sigh. forever. *exasperated*

to the others reading. =o) its a truly great experience reading this blog. i'm guilty of pressing refresh too.

shaun the depressed pond scum

hi guys. the picture below is a illustration of my feelings about leaving my house. i hope it will give you a more in-depth description of my life. I shall explain it. I, the depressed pond scum, lives in the pond. and surrounding my nice, wet, slimy environment, is the harsh desert of kabal. You see, there's only a certain distance i can crawl out from my pond, and struggle to whichever location that's nearby. If i try to crawl further and further out into the neverending desert(of kabal), i assure you, as pond scum, i'll start to dry up and of course that isn't a very happy thought/sight. So i tend to stay near to my pond. unless of course, you have a mobile fish tank such as a car. So if i'm making any of you unhappy by always being a wet-pond-scum-blanket, i'm truly and inevitably sorry.

anyway, after a nice game of pool(which i kept losing) and lan(which i kept winning) with cai, we headed for home cause the spoiler cai had camp the next day. spoiler. i don't have camp because i'm flying off to aussie on saturday and hence clearing some off-in-lieus. jh was supposed to join us but he had all his girls to take care of so he didn't. but he called in the end and said he was meeting up with lau so -- wait this is getting super narrative. this isn't what a blog is for.

this was the way things went (info under one min):
1)00:00hrs - jh picked me at mandarin gardens.
2)00:15hrs - we picked julia at NUH
3)00:30hrs - we drove to supper near NUS
4)01:30hrs - we walked abit and jh let me and julia drive abit in west coast(area).
5)01:57hrs - we sent julia back to hall
6)02:25hrs - we picked lau at coffee club next to cali fitness
7)02:45hrs - i wasn't feeling all too well so jh drove us all home

now i think everyone's gone to ktv at partyworld. that sounds rather lian/beng. i'm being a pond scum and staying at home until someone wants to go to parkway.

for your info and dissemination. thank you.

me and my runaway peach

just got back from parkway with eugene.

damn super freaking funny experiences we had i tell you.

ok first i saw eugene at the bus stop and he started complaining about his face being splattered with red spots. er outbreak ? relax man. we all have them. i went to cut hair at 2 step and we walked to parkway to shop for groceries. grapes, PEACH, spag, prego sauce, paper plates and bowls. the works. oh yeh and we started talking about his delightful date tonight with miss 27 year old. OPPS =o) "my parents are away YAH (meaning: the whole house is mine for tonight)! NO WORRIES YAH !" congrats lau ah pek. you could well bed a ms experienced. shit maybe i shdn't be saying this.

haha ok then we went to a roadside stall and ordered a ice chendol to share. cos it was ice chendol in bubble tea format, those that requires a lil mixing when the plastic lid is on. (u guys get my drift) The woman starting shaking the 2 cups in TWO hands so vigorously until her breasts were gonna fall off! we almost burst out in laughter and ran away.

haha ok last incident. bus 15 came and we boarded it, listening to jay chou and playing some music game in the ipod. eugene was carrying my bag of fruits and left it on the floor. DING DONG. it was eunos bus stop and i gathered my things. curious me peeped into the bag of fruits and TO MY HORROR, my peach was gone!!! i ordered eugene to search the bus floor and he did, but to no avail. i think the lil girl in sch uniform behind us must have thought we were trying to look under her skirt. TSK. lau ah pek. shit. there goes my pretty peach. sigh.

crossing it.

unwittingly, less unexpectantly, we have crossed the mark set by our previous predecessors, the old masters of cyberpark.

congrats all. well done.

greatr things will come.

Tony Bennett - The Good Life

Oh, the good life
Full of fun, seems to be the ideal
Mmm, the good life
Lets you hide all the sadness you feel
You won't really fall in love
For you can't take the chance
So please, be honest
With yourself
Don't try to fake romance...

It's the good life
To be free, and explore the unknown
Like the heartaches
When you learn you must face them alone
Please remember
I still want you
And in case, you wonder why...
Well, just wake up
Kiss the good life goodbye...

more of my platoon people

hmm this was along time ago.. before claire left. lau, me, DyS2 and claire babes.

My OC and his pretty bride

12 sexy guys in No. 1. can you spot me?

ANG GONG KIA - one of my men, using my discman

news of today.=]

okay well guys. read the papers today. the back page for your daily dose of sabrina in the newspaper. and dont worry guys. there's enough to go around, they added her sisters.
shauns got famous cousins!


disclaimer: this is a serious joke. no kidding.
no offence to anybody reading this.
interesting fact: interesting last name.=]


you heard it from me.

me looking not very happy in my cool number 1. see see jcc.

Jump Start.

troubled times we are seeing. everyone seems to be facing or has recently faced some sort of problem or another. help is all around. ask and u shall receive. don't keep it inside. we're as bothered by it as u are just coz we don't know what's bugging u.

confinement is getting on my nerves. time has been passing so painfully slow i can't bare it. i've no time for my friends. i need to end this now, coz life as i know it is slowing to a halt. luckily, confinement's ending soon.

i need a boost. anybody?

276° and rising

it's the 276th post. almost beating our old cyberpark v1.0's number of posts of 285.

today i woke up at 12, blasted "perhaps perhaps perhaps" disc 1 for about an hour before i got out of bed. had lunch with daddy-o at loyang pt, and spent another hour there. rushed back to put on all my buttons on my no.1 and then headed for Trader's hotel for the wedding...
i had fun.. wearing no. 1 and playing with my sword.. i sound so sian. there were babes at the wedding. well, not exactly. it's those type of girls/ladies that are say.. 27 + and more chinese educated looking, matured and composed. something interesting to watch anyway.
everytime i attend a wedding i become morose.

anyway after the wedding i met the guys at parkway, and was dismayed that the uberture guy wanted to close early so i couldn't play lan. started pool with greg and had some intense games. i lost more than i won. oh well. after was nice supper at bedok 85, and got a ride home from jh. i love you jh. when i get my licence, and if i drive, i'll send you home all the time.


"..the look...your face.. can't disguise....."

oh well..

a car's really convenient. getting everywhere's a breeze, parking's a bitch though. i don't mind being caught in a jam, or just aimlessly driving around, as long as my fave cds are plugged in. currently, i just overtook my dad's car la, threw out all his cds, put in all mine. Music to watch girls by CD 1 and 2, Frank Sinatra, Robbie williams, ken hirai, tony bennett, RnB 1 & 2. any to make my day.

i just officially finished my atec today. comd atec told me in front of the packed audit today, " you young 2nd lieutenant. you did well, i'm proud of you, you have the stench of an S2. " STENCH? wtf. i don't wanna stink of anything related to army. let alone of an S2.

i'm getting increasingly irritated with my folks at home. i don't know why. sometimes i feel i really enjoy myself in camp, as much as i don't like it, it somehow seems better than the mess i have to meddle with at home. oh wth.

i wanna do something in life. not just start a family, have kids, grow old. thats not enough for me. i wanna do something big, born to shape the world. i've always enjoyed the book great expectations. maybe i'm awaiting mine? but waiting is not enough. OHhhhhhhhh the good life.... it constitudes the fulfilment of dreams, performances of passion and delight, making the simple act of living heroic.

signing off,
sjh

stoic

i'm getting sicker and sicker of life everyday. i don't know what's happening to me. i'm starting to do everything on impulse, whatever my emotions tell me to do. and to make matters worse, my emotions aren't stable so i become extremely fickle. unless it involves a car, supper and a confirmed ride home. or a car, pool, lan, supper and a ride home.

yesterday was interesting. quite a highlight actually. i don't mind doing it more often. haha. i want to ord. i need to ord. i'm so tired of camp.

tomorrow will be my OC's wedding... i'll be wearing No. 1 and wielding my Swift Silver Rapier of Anthrax ( +250% ED, 320 poison dmg over 6 secs, +50% resist poison). uhm . yeah. then next saturday i'll be flying off to Aussie for WALLABY. then when i come back i'll fly off to taiwan on the 24th nov to be an AUX instructor. that relatively sums up my work year.

i want to hug you to sleep.

stum stum fuckers he says

haha good to see lau ah pek after a few months hiatus. thank heavens jh drives. but dont appreciate the fact that he usually accelerates over humps.. wheres the love for your car man..holy. shiva. yuh anyway the gums bit was really funny, not forgetting shaun's outfit of the day...shaunylonglegs in little white shorts. use imagination. having your named called out in holland v carpark by vagen tiger teh isnt a good experience i must say...bordering on harrowing. jh kinda picked me up on the stroke of midnight and least i spent the first few hours of my birthday with people i like. -wink- k dudes tmr we fuck each other ogay?. thats the love see...
=]. but it was a good time chillin. red shorts eugene?. or da neaaaaah. shit what was jianhong QOTD guys?. garh....hope lau or shaun remembers.

dissolving reality

it's just so weird. sometimes i can only ask myself whether everything happened in the first place. i can almost tell myself, and believe it, that i imagined the whole thing altogether.

Good morning, i just woke up, ate my 'lunch', and so here i am at my computer. and basically i've nothing to post. could someone lend me naruto and futurama? (sounds like a very general question *arrow arrow arrow*) no? ok forget it. i'll go watch OC.

"the good life never existed"
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fun fun. thats what yday was all about huh.. jh..where were you man??.
u were missed. and whats with this refresh business?. need more sleep. need more everything.
friends friends...thats what this blog's about.

A leads to B and so leads to C.

i have a new boss in camp. shaun will rmbr him as the JCC guy who killed the rabbit. cai will rmbr him as our JCC 2IC. well, he's rather onto his work, so that means we have to be onto our work as well. and he's not married, so he stays in camp everyday of the week. so i can't leave camp as regularly as i wish on weekdays no more. oh well. at least he's nice. i THINK he's nice.

managed to sneak out last night with permission from the boss man. took off that is, to go for flava night. reached there at 1130 which was good, considering i had no interest in that screwd up DJ contest thing. honestly, i hate scratching and there was lotsa scratching. ugh. good thing it ended @ 12. and we danced the night away, yeah. i think greg has summerised the main points between 12-4 already so i won't repeat then. i'm beginning to think that i'm drying up in content. but it's alright. rather hear the rest than hear myself.

ian the boy who talks with his fingers, signing off now.

Last night at zouk was fantastic. I have never had so much fun for such a long time. most of the ppl impt to me was there n we were like really rockin man..To jie, cai, shaun, ian, kiat, ren, leon, yiwei, xiao ni, jill, the break dancing dudes n dudettes at the end of the show, danke for a wonderful time. heh 28 bucks well spent i must say.

Now to see what saturday has in store. =) have a great wk end y'all.