perhaps the life i've always wanted doesn't exist here

or perhaps it's just me being too used to the States. reassessment in a month.

but then again, why do so many people stay abroad after studying abroad? what makes them want to leave their friends and family behind for an unfamiliar life in an unfamiliar place. why my sister chose to stay there after graduation for a grand total of 12 years and counting.

for now,
i know i'm starting to feel why.

i miss being out there.

being in a place that i really enjoyed myself.

show me the ticket and watch me fly.