have you ever felt helplessly lost?
an intangible feeling so overpowering that you actually wince while emcompassing the pain.
have you ever felt like crying?
crying so hard and so bad just to let it all out.
have you ever felt like throwing it all away?
just leave it all behind, just... get rid of all feelings, to start everything anew.
have you ever felt like you don't need anyone?
people are just inconsistentcies and liaibilities. you can depend on yourself. you know it.
have you ever found it hard to find someone to talk to?
noone truly understands the way you work. silence perhaps, could be your friend.
have you ever wanted to hurt the one you loved most?
just to see how much you're worth to her; pride. stubborn foolish pride.
have you ever wanted to never wake up?
it takes more guts to go back to sleep and fuck it all than to wake up and face the world.
have you ever felt the walls of your world closing in, yet falling apart at the same time?



i have.