what is going on ?

the world is running away.

sitting in the library alone, wondering what the hell am i reading about.

"when a multivariate analysis of variance is performed on multiple correlated dependent measures, the null hypothesis states that the vector or means is equal accross conditions."

hmm.

what ?

social psy. here i am just thinking about what im doing, sitting in the lib, reading stuff that i dont even understand, letting the best years of my life run by. but then again, what else can i be doing ? what else would be deemed most rationale to do now ? how i wish theres something that i would want to do so much, that i would give up everything i ever had and might have, just to do it.

life has to be more than this. it has to be.