nice effects ? 

blackout! haha was playing caesar3 halfway then suddenly everything went dead. i was like shit, what did i do?! haha.. its damn late and i'm not asleep yet..i'm not gonna sleep, cos if i do, i wont be able to wake at 6! which is about 1 and 1/2 hours from now. so just gonna stay awake on tea and chat online! now where did i put that english breakfast.. so i just discovered a startling revelation.. that macs has delivery! i didn't know that until master told me. haha i'm seriously thinking about calling them up cos i feel like treating my men tmr.. but must inform the guardroom first. heh. oh yah btw, anyone has the breakfast at tiffany's vcd or dvd? can lend?

it's monday and im at home

feels good to be out on a monday, a weekday. far far away frm the goddamn camp which i've spent the last one half yrs of the life toiling sweating and cussing. damn.
wanna get a new phone, maybe the 7610 but im so broke, czech won me some money yesterday but it's not enough man.. we are left with 3 matches to win back our cash dudes, so reminds me of wc2002 and champions league where we would jus pon lectures to go to e library just to chk out asianbookie lols.
oh lau mig ian sorry dint go meet u all on sat man, i just dint wanna go MU. techno? like wtf..
eh greg are u goin to meet candice? she's back.. so is fel i think..
eh is anyone goin for the SAF day parade? or anyone taking part in it??
glances at clock... tmd it's time to book in man, everyone have a good week =)

tengren is one big 'bo jio'. last night was his friend's party @ chinablack. called him, didn't wanna pick up as usual. must be busy being picked up by girls, as usual. lau mig and i could've just SKIPPED THE QUEUE to get in for FREE. ended up at sultan instead. argh.

520 in the morning. just done with the match and milan baros was fantastic. shaun did you win money? hopes he replicates his form for my dear liverpool. 3-0 to the czechs. my my. tournament favs. my money's on czech/greece to win the euros. should i bet? anyway. 1 hour to go before i head off to camp. i think, i'll just do some gym tomorrow. keep fit. jh thinks that just doing gym will burn fat. hrm...i'll stick to running and swimming thank you. thinking of doing mini-biathlons. run 5k followed by swim 1-2k. THINK only la. need good bod before going to sentosa. thinking of going sentosa for coy cohesion day. cheapskate but what am i supposed to do with $150-300? weekends are too crowded, weekdays are impossible considering that we're all working? sigh. weekends it shall be. sun, sand, sea, volley, soccer and babes. off to tekong.

hey you. you know who you are. if you're curious enough you might just stumble here. this is for you: what's up? i've known you but a few months, who are you to judge me? why are you so growingly hostile? sorry for being the thorn in your side but i'm just like that. some days you're warm, yet other days you're cold. you think i play disappearing acts but look at yourself. think to yourself before you critise others. i've said enough.

eh jh. get your own blog! like cai! haha. kidding. and what's up about being gay? i'm so nice to accompany you and you say that's being gay. you're unappreciative man. =). how's the BDO coming along.

greg? where are you? you're seriously MIA man.

lau. chill dude. chill.

shaun! finally you're out.

cai. don't fear the distance. gimme the URL! haha. =)

hey when can we all zouk again? been awhile since we ALL went there on a wednesday night.

was supposed to do SDO yesterday. i didn't! how cool was that. like i'm back from the dead. apparently the 2 month cut in NS made all the LTAs come back and serve their extras. let's give it up for the LTAs!

went club-a-hopping with lau and mig last night. wanna go MU. flooded. wanna go black. WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT QUEUE?! ended up at sultan. O-Bar and cheekys. 1st and last time i'm going to that MONKEY place. much much prefer phuture thank you very much. watched the match after but just can't get myself awake. ate my pizza, drank my lemon tea and slept like a cow as witnessed by dear lau and mig. mig sent us home afterwhich. i still slept like a cow. thanks alot dude. reminds me that i have an idle car. and learn driving too. anyone up for driving?

ok shall end my long long post here. the night's all set. chill out time at our fav eastern hang out. till next time seeya guys.

In my mind: EURO 2004. bets. running. next wednesday.
Pay day : 13 days.
ORD count : 341 days. (this is too sad.)

i think i'm born evil.

blahg

there's really a fine line of thought between typing in "www.blogger.com" in the address bar then posting or just putting it off to the next day and just tag in the tagboard. i normally take the latter because, as you all know, i'm a lazy sonofabitch. But since i've nothing else to do, i'll just post. Life is a bitch. Work's been really really killing me. I'm conducting range next week, that's like an officer's hell job. no ian this isn't the same as your grenade range. it's worse. hell lot worse. not mentioning all the nitty gritty office politics swishing around my chair. with jq and all. Oh a new officer came in to join our Bn.. and like guess what man, he's from deltafoxtrot batch, but he bitches about our favourite little man as well. Mr Eddie Chia from S13. never seen him in vj/ocs but i don't care, as long as he's on the same wavelength.

I think i'm meeting up with the guys tonight at like parkway or something. need a breather. something's a tad different about me that i can't put a finger on. i just wanna put in some balls and chill. i hope ian doesn't have to book in tonight or greg doesn't become henpecked at 10pm. and cai? cai's the man. being sneaky and all and has no committments. what happened to the penthouse party?

julia? julia's jealous about what? ask her to come out. i want to see her. and claire as well, before she leaves. omg why's everyone leaving? singapore is the best place to be. singapura negara kita...

i'm BDO for today! argh in camp on a sunday. sigh i'm really confused, anyone can decipher whats happening ? whats the future gonna be like ? whats the outcome of this ? yeh how i wish i wouldn't have to give two hoots to anyone in this world and do what i want. yeh just what i want. its increasingly and impossibly irritating and frustrating, to be stifled and checked at every move, every step you take. by whom? everyone else really. this is just a thoughtful day, a special day actually. but its not really special anymore, the meaning is missing! alright enough of my ramblings, anyone can decipher whats up, get back to me ok..

shaun: i HATE you! you just disappeared la. whole day with lor, see now julia's jealous. haha.

greg: if you can read this! dont worry just a bit more! haha army sucks yeh i know..

ian: oh thanks for spending yesterday with me basically just walking around and being really gay.

claire: 10 more days! haha don't be so sad! me lau and longlegsshaun will still talk to you when you're over there. just don't club so much!!

BBWRFT: don't worry. i still hate you a lot.

~livin' on adrenaline~

haha yo! look whos bk. its saturday! Greg is not normally in camp on sat. oh.. nef has been added liaoz! welcome bro. i dont knw what to say actually.. brain warped from dealing with these new mono intake recruits for the past 5 days. jus went to the gym.. keeping myself occupied. k la.. will post again when i feel more...... normal. jh i wanna go out!! haha sent an email to my CO or sth la. not sure if hann sern they all still ard. shall go check. ltr. think my section is looking for me..

oh btw.. heres sth to ponder on. 'why wld someone tatoo chinese scriptures on their body?' think i shall go try to decipher what it says ltr.

hey there! i'm posting so much i feel this is my blog. eh guys POST! haha last time cyberpark everytime click refresh got new entry.. heh going for my golf lessons later at 130. haha anyone wanna join me? its cheaper if 2 go together.. next week's gonna be damn slack for me man.. everyday no one in camp, i go there slack until 5pm then ciao.. thursday and friday on leave! anyone wanna meet up ? i'm seriously damn free next week. oh gonna go prepare now. who wants to meet up, call me!

here la sneaky!  

bored weeknight at maCafe 

fuck la everything sneaky. you'll will even think my singapore idol hamster here is sneaky. ( so cute!! ) 

PLEASE. getting quite irritating. sneaky here sneaky there..we're just friends! i doubt you'll will believe but we are la. whats there to hide about julin? anyone ask then i just say where i am, who i'm with la.. no one ask me so i never say lor. ian ask me who i'm going zouk with so i say i'll be with her la. sigh. oh well i took leave for tmr! gonna spend the friday slacking i guess haha. shiok la. hows greg? anyone heard from him yet? think that poor soul's still stuck in camp heh. anyways, condolences to eugene on the demise of his grandfather. *one minute silence*

good morning guy. phuture was alright. went there with the commandos. they drank like buffaloes and puffed like chimneys. saw a sneaky man with sneaky company. haha, but he told me that already so, it wasn't so sneaky afterall.

whoa! last night was like a freakin reunion night or what man. jh, vj sailing girls, sam, shawn, chen shun, valerie, kristie, and a whole lotta vj guys and gals around. WTF! it was rockin to see so many friends again. beside those there was loads of other pals around! makes me wanna go 'wOOt!'.

alright! enough of yestrday! let's talk about tomorrow!

in my mind: where to get better 'kang tao', ways to rid that belly, pay day.
pay day : 16 days
ord count : 344 days

fucking army.

hey guys, jus got back frm some bilateral trg with the indon kopassus, damn shag! tmr i'll be jumpin and having my first foreign wing woohoo.. well any of u guys gonna be out on monday? im having off man, lau ur bloody prez is still with me leh. no way im working for NODA again man, a freaking store assistant = cheap exploited manual labour in a dumb cramped stuffy storehouse stuck with one grumbling perpetually unhappy-with-boss lowly educated dude and a old auntie clerk who's more interested in applying her makeup than phone calls. oh did i mention i had to double as a clerk as well when she's not ard.. tmd. no way man..
sigh lets go clubbing tgth someday man, and no, i cant go mambo man. it's so damn different here i dun get nights off that often and there is no way i can just anyhow apply for leave like that.. it's like a freaking prison here. sometimes i just envy u guys, esp when lau whole life whole day ask me go out on weekdays. i cant man, i would if i could..
ok bye for now, i have to go do combat service supt for some of my frens who are doin their 72k route march today..
anyways, wassup with the sneakiness goin ard man, fill me in lols

fucking army.

hey guys, jus got back frm some bilateral trg with the indon kopassus, damn shag! tmr i'll be jumpin and having my first foreign wing woohoo.. well any of u guys gonna be out on monday? im having off man, lau ur bloody prez is still with me leh. no way im working for NODA again man, a freaking store assistant = cheap exploited manual labour in a dumb cramped stuffy storehouse stuck with one grumbling perpetually unhappy-with-boss lowly educated dude and a old auntie clerk who's more interested in applying her makeup than phone calls. oh did i mention i had to double as a clerk as well when she's not ard.. tmd. no way man..
sigh lets go clubbing tgth someday man, and no, i cant go mambo man. it's so damn different here i dun get nights off that often and there is no way i can just anyhow apply for leave like that.. it's like a freaking prison here. sometimes i just envy u guys, esp when lau whole life whole day ask me go out on weekdays. i cant man, i would if i could..
ok bye for now, i have to go do combat service supt for some of my frens who are doin their 72k route march today..
anyways, wassup with the sneakiness goin ard man, fill me in lols

fucking army.

hey guys, jus got back frm some bilateral trg with the indon kopassus, damn shag! tmr i'll be jumpin and having my first foreign wing woohoo.. well any of u guys gonna be out on monday? im having off man, lau ur bloody prez is still with me leh. no way im working for NODA again man, a freaking store assistant = cheap exploited manual labour in a dumb cramped stuffy storehouse stuck with one grumbling perpetually unhappy-with-boss lowly educated dude and a old auntie clerk who's more interested in applying her makeup than phone calls. oh did i mention i had to double as a clerk as well when she's not ard.. tmd. no way man..
sigh lets go clubbing tgth someday man, and no, i cant go mambo man. it's so damn different here i dun get nights off that often and there is no way i can just anyhow apply for leave like that.. it's like a freaking prison here. sometimes i just envy u guys, esp when lau whole life whole day ask me go out on weekdays. i cant man, i would if i could..
ok bye for now, i have to go do combat service supt for some of my frens who are doin their 72k route march today..
anyways, wassup with the sneakiness goin ard man, fill me in lols

fucking army.

hey guys, jus got back frm some bilateral trg with the indon kopassus, damn shag! tmr i'll be jumpin and having my first foreign wing woohoo.. well any of u guys gonna be out on monday? im having off man, lau ur bloody prez is still with me leh. no way im working for NODA again man, a freaking store assistant = cheap exploited manual labour in a dumb cramped stuffy storehouse stuck with one grumbling perpetually unhappy-with-boss lowly educated dude and a old auntie clerk who's more interested in applying her makeup than phone calls. oh did i mention i had to double as a clerk as well when she's not ard.. tmd. no way man..
sigh lets go clubbing tgth someday man, and no, i cant go mambo man. it's so damn different here i dun get nights off that often and there is no way i can just anyhow apply for leave like that.. it's like a freaking prison here. sometimes i just envy u guys, esp when lau whole life whole day ask me go out on weekdays. i cant man, i would if i could..
ok bye for now, i have to go do combat service supt for some of my frens who are doin their 72k route march today..
anyways, wassup with the sneakiness goin ard man, fill me in lols

hmm

sorta just got back from happy hour. bathed and did all the necessities.. i think happy hour is dumb. especially when it's a compulsory happy hour. how happy is that? anyway i'm damn fuggin' busy with work. i have so many AIs and RAWRs to prepare and so many things to tie down and glue together. i just conducted chemical defence package at seletar smoke chamber, and will be conducting atp range on the 02 july. atp's a bitch cause there are so many little tiny things to tie down and settle. like indentation of ammo. can't have too much, can't have too little. ah nvm. and it's not like i'm spending all my time with lor, so don't give me that smlj kang shit.... hurhur.

Nus just rejected my nus engine app... even though they're supposed to let me through cause last year they let many many fucked up people go thru. ah well. just my luck. anyway, could all of you send a 60 x 60 picture of yourself to me via email, plus a short description of whatever you wanna say about yourself.. then i'll put it up in the small corner on the right... cooler that way. instead of a whole bunch of anonymous posts. then we can add stupid details like when we ord or something.

anyway linkin park was just.... awesome. everyone should have gone. freaking good babY! we all just screamed and sang like nobody's business, and jumped and waved our arms. some people body surfed.. and some tried to body surf but got dropped. haha quite funny they introduced this korean nu-metal band called PIA but everyone sorta booed them cause all we wanted was LP. but they did LP's opening for the first one and a half hours. bloody. hell. anyway hope you guys are all having fun and not being sneaky. i know some people are still being extremely sneaky. almost breaking the threshold for the acceptable sneakiness.

hellooooooooooooo. how's everybody? it's phuture night baby. out! out! out! get out of your houses! sigh. shaun's got lor and happy hour. cai's got driving. greg's got confinement. lau's got mounting! frank is going but...he's gonna be sneaky. haha. the timings are bad guys. when i'm out, everyone's gone. ah well. should i go then? surely there'll be friends around but, the company's just not the same. we'll see then.

In my mind: SE K700, RnB, ways to get rid of a belly, my ORD
Pay day : 17 days
ORD count : 345 days

hmm think everyone was too lazy to post n i din feel like posting anything related to army this week. N speak of the devil, where did mr pee pee disappear to? off to yiu chu kang or lim chu kang or smlj kang heh. whats gonna happen tdyyyy? woke up earlier then i normally do on sundays n waiting for things to happen. "bo jio" haha. lan, pool? can we stay east tdy? Ay jh, the call of duty how? send it to mark by post ah? Well jus in case u guys din knw, ive been promoted to acting ps haha. so much for experience. anyways all tt aside i shd be out of axn for the next 3 wks due to ptp confinement. yeapz. totally agree tt yest was a very veeeryyyy sneaky day. tsk to all u sneaky ppl. ltr.

mark i miss you already... haha... today we ( me isaac gabe and jh) went to send mark off at the airport.. i think he'll have fun in aussie.. plus he's coming back after 6 mths. good stuff. i hope i see him there when i go wallaby.. anyway, what happened to everyone? noone posting? all camps no internet? wassup man.. this weekend is sneaky weekend eh.. everyone being sneaky and going out with sneaky people. i should too.

I just got home from the airport, sent mark off. I felt like crying when i saw Grace crying. Haha. Oh well, time will fly by and six months will be over very soon, and another six! Shaun came looking like a pufferfish, cos he just woke up. We bought mark a birthday card and edited it cos the damn airport doesn't have goodbye cards. So ironic right. Its been a crazy few days for me, so many things happened. All happy things haha, i'm so glad for that. CAI YOU ARE A SNEAKY BASTARD. =o) Haha bumped into cai accidentally yesterday at the borders underpass. damn sneaky haha. Oh well thats all for now. -may the furthest seas bring the greatest adventures, and the warm-ness in your heart friends forever- jh.

australian rappel. 

what am i doing blogging so early in the morning? just woke up, slept at 4 last night. spent 3 hours talking to someone i owe a lot, who hated me a lot. but everything's ok now! haha, yeh i feel more relieved than anything. won't say too much! ahha waiting for km to pick me up, yeh we're gonna go drive some 300 yards balls haha. gtg now, have a great day, whoever's reading this! - do not let yesterday's disappointments overshadow tomorrow's dreams -

shaun and ian wondering who did it .. hmm ! 

the russian did it!!! 

just came back from a movie with shaun and mark. the PUNISHER. haha damn lame show (right shaun?) haha.. but i thoroughly enjoyed it, cos its paid by mark! haha no la i just love their company.. haha before that had dinner at NEWTON, costing 31 bucks btw me and shaun. MENU for the day: sting ray=$10, fried oyster=$5, hokkien mee=$6, sugar cane=$4, chicken wings=$6. basket ex man.. but i was so full i was dying.. i know shaun was damn full too but he act strong haha. waited for mark to pick up us at the newton carpark then we watched the show at lido.. i came home and discovered my parents are going malaysia tmr morning! shit then no one to send me to camp, have to waste money on cab.. unless i can take the 540 first train in the morning! that means i have to wake at 5.. and that means i have to sleep now. haha ok cya !

breaking news today dudes. surely you'll would've heard it by now. ord dates are cut back by 2 months! oh yeah! great news eh? unless you're an officer. can't clear leave until your understudy comes which is in may 2005 anyway. lose that 2 months worth of pay which is $2400. meanwhile, let's just take this positively dudes. look at it this way: ORD LOH!

what picture of pico and libs? *HURHURHURR*

to mark. (from left, issac, gabe, me! shaun, markie baby) 

yoohoooooo. look who's here. yeah, just poor ol' lil ian. the island life is starting to get to me. but hey! at least there's internet here in the mess, i can watch movies and surf the net at the same time! just like home. and enjoy a nice plate of fries too. mmm...oooh look at that tyre around my tummy. soft, round and flabby.... time get up and start burning those fats! anyway, island life is getting to me. very much prefer a mainland job thank you.

anyway it was a good day shoppin today except for some screw up early in the day. was supposed to have a big outing today with shaun jh mark cai greg etc etc. but ended up having the day out with cai and greg coz of minor miscommunications. not complainin though! mmm shop shop shop. i'm the shopaholic. still so much to buy...but no money. sad. where's she? the hot chick who'd pay for my expenses. 1k a month is too little. time to seek other financial sources other than the SAF.

alright time for me to hurl myself back onto the penguin. till next time!

'never jio.....'

well frankie... looks like the roles are reversed this time ya? ol greg is taking his clothes off the hanger n stuffing it into his big bag.excel thru basics(book back in). Im dazed from getting 4 days worth of shit from the regulars at bukit panjang camp and i have lost the ability to set my own reveille timing haha. Anyway that aside wonder what this week is gonna have in store for me. Had a good time 'shopping' with cai n ian tdy. even tho i was like fuggin shack out.spent the graveyard shift at some big gate in the middle of no where. now i knw how being a security guard feels like. not the dark kind who falls asleep once night falls but the garang one =). how ian, higher hq has decreed tt i get the polo tee haha. But being a gd fren i wont ya? hai. sign extra liaoz =) anyway any of u maggots interested in gg wet wet wild this coming weekend? arent u all sick of towning yet!? well we will see how it goes eh, and if i can even come out this weekend. back to the grind now. have fun at sentosa caiii.. oh yeah peepee... did u find anything? try not to forget us yeah? ltr.

HEY ! its a sunday, but its not book in day! that feeling of not booking in is just fantastic. seems like eons ago when i dreaded sunday evenings after lan, when i'm dazed from warcraft, 0hour and battlefield, and i feel fucking like shit that i had to pull my clothes from the hangers, and stuff them into my big bag, ready to strike(book back in). hur hur. life is much easier now, with nights free and sleeping times decided by myself. sigh. i'm not easily satisfied. i find that i'm never really happy with anything. no don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining about the way things are now, they're great. its just that theres something thats missing. nope, no one can guess what it is, its elusive. ANYWAY, this is the last week mark's gonna be in sg, afterwhich hes gonna fly off to AUS.

to mark: you've been a terrific fantabulous friend since i've known you, from the times you were hurrying me from the bunk door in bmt cos you were so damn kanjiong, to the time you sat with me at the riverside in boat quay, to the times we laid on your bed talking about our darkest secrets(shhhh). ahha. i await your return. =o)

frank rules.

I loved, i've laughed and cried..
i've had my fill, my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
i find it all, so amusing.
To think i did all that,
and may i say, not in a shy way..
oh no, oh no not me,
i did it my way..

For what is a man, what has he got?
if not himself, then he has not...
to say the things he truly feels,
and not the words of one who kneels.
the record shows, i took the blows,
and did it my way..

.....

can someone tell me wtf i a roving spec doing in camp on a saturday night. why has a weekend duty been issued so damn fast. why do i have cos this coming monday. why do i have to do a RAWR where i assume tt i am the fucking PC? wun even be sleeping at home this week. so much for being a commander. hope u guys had fun out.... only consolation is tt they have internet here.. n greece is leading 1 nil. ltr.

guess whos this ? 

Cai licking shaun cos he's hungry! YUM ! 

SCARY LAU !! 

gosh. NAT's coming back on sunday. i just realised. gulp. *swallows*

hmm! yeh that looks like me, from the back haha. i'm home! home has never felt better, been a confusing, tiring, but very surprising 2 days in camp. on wed someone i never expected msged me and we started chatting up till today. its really weird, i don't know what to expect, but i'm skeptical as well. ahah oh well i'll take things one at a time. i enjoy sms-ing anyway. gonna have dinner now and meet the guys later! haha i love meeting the guys, fuck girls man!

what the.......let's not bring back to old days or the old ways...ha

adious

tonight as i head towards my new day, i bid this side of the world farewell. for tomorrow, a new beginning awaits me. a new routine. a new life. i'll miss the freedom, i'll miss my friends but it's something i just gotta do. the island beckons and i shall leave.


...and so, to the island he flew,
like a bird against the sky of blue,
up and away, to the land so far,
ciao, adious, au revoir...

things not going right for you? work getting you down? your girlfriend dumped you? someone scratched your brand new evo 8? picked a fight in a club? No worries! at least you didn't lose your ice cream!

hmmm 5 more days to party. before being confined with girlfriend.. haha.. yeah quick org a sentosa... can i go? i got six pack.. HAHAHAH. going wallaby baby... at first it was only me. then the fucker from frankie's wing not happy so ....... nvm. it's ok.

greg : hey man! don't worry about it. unit life is fun, the men are crazy but they're damn talk cock one. only thing is speak a lot of chinese la. well its a different phase in life, just like every transition is. just go there and enjoy yourself yep !

shaun : hey i know you're busy thinking about lor's arrival, but post something!

claire : i'm glad you're back! but you'll be going off so soon again, lets plan a SENTOSA OUTING ! but wait, gimme a few weeks to train the 6-pack first haha. don't worry i'll definitely be going aus next year so i'll go visit you!

gentlemen.. as of tomorrow.. 9th June 2004 i shall be officially attached out to 5 sir.. home of the bbq stingray battalion. its located on some hill in bukit gombak directly under MINDEF which is further up the damn hill. No more late reveille timings, ps2, x-box, nice bunk/office. ()#@($^*%^# (sorry had to get tt out of me) heard e last batch of roving personal had to go clean up their MT line.. wtf.. hope it does not happen to me. well will keep u guys updated on what i find out over there. this is where training at ---(S)uffer (I)n (S)ilence (P)lus (E)xtra (C)onfinement--- comes to be of some use when handling fuck cases i.e mono-intake 

free days

today and tomorrow shall be my free days left in the next few weeks. my new batch of recruits have arrived!! or rather shall arrive on the morning of the 10th. then i'll be confined to the confines of my dearest p. tekong island to accompany them in confinement. no more clubs, no more late nights with the boys (sometimes and girls) till 3 weeks later! don't worry guys, i'll still pop out every now and then to haunt you all for a modest few hours before dragging myself back onto the penguin boat. won't be seeing dear greg-o around either. he be roving in 5 SIR, all the way in bukit gombak.

btw, i'm tempted to buy the linkin park tix, if i can find someone to go with me. anyone interested? tag a msg at the side if you are. and i'll call ya if i know ya.

and...anyone knows if we need to reply to SMU after being accepted. apparently jh and me didn't. oops. like major screw up. i personally thought there wasn't a need to. as the saying goes: "you think, i thought, who confirm?" so now we'd like the "who" to confirm. thanksalot.

what a long post. my fingers are tired, time to make a few phone calls and get outta here. till the next time, i'm ian tan. out!

hmmm i could never believe this is my cousin. sigh.

hmm.. jh jus said sth to me bout not posting so many pictures. ah wth.. this was taken like a few hours back at TEG's favourite hangout i.e. parkway parade =) sometimes i wonder if we are like really in ns haha. Had a smashing time dudes.. how can one survive w/o LAN n pool =) ur getting better shaun haha. till next week. oh yeah.. fucking hell 5 SIR here i come!!!!! 

hmmmmm today was fun. i had my hair cut on saturday but it was messed up so i wanted to go back again today. so i asked jh whether he wanted to go with me and he said alright. then 5 seconds later ian asked if i was still sleeping. so i said no and told him to meet up at parkway. then when i met jh, he said he msged cai about me cutting my hair on msn and so cai hopped on the wagon. greg said bo jio and hopped on as well. so all of a sudden we had a gang of bored guys walking around parkway. this has got to be one of the easiest way to organize a group outing. anyway it was really fun today cause everything was so nice and relaxed and peaceful and hilariously funny. instead of clubbing and looking good and all that trash, hanging is fuggin' good stuff. outfield tomorrow, i'll be a pussy soldier and use "off!" and wet tissues. what is my bar for anyway.

ok.. trying this out with hello cos apparently i made a lil mistake e last time.. sorry shaun =) anyways like i said.. i shd be sailing n THIS is waht sailing is abt.. dun u agree? 

chill jh, we all still love u. haha so gay. anyway, rouge wasn't exactly happening so we left early. i quote some tall guy: clubbing is a vice.

yestrday, someone stunned me askin if i had a dream girl..or whatsoever. realisation: i don't. it left me to ponder what attributes to a dream girl. no, a dream girl is not someone moulded after celebrities but someone that you think you know, someone you see and feel. for now, no one fills that place. or maybe coz i don't know people well enough. some have said i'm like a clam who's shut. some have said i'm a bastard who doesn't bother. whatever. i thank my recruit for that thought provoking qn anyway, but now let's stop the ramblings and have another day with the boys.

have a nice day my friends!

. 

you were there when i was happiest. but you left when i was at my lowest. even friends don't treat me like this. i don't feel any anguish, i don't resent. but i'm just harder now. and not be so trusting in the future. i don't know why i'm writing this, i thought i got over, but i started thinking again. but i won't in the future. this is the very last time. i have better things to think about. bye.

6610i

hmmm shit i hate it when all of a sudden people you know start appearing on tv, appearing on magazines and most of all, people that pass away due to whatever reasons. It's like this satanic period of your life. anyway. i'm not gonnna meet you guys i think... damn tired. conducted a Bn Games league this morning and i'm working with retards. haha i bought a 6610i... 268 2-yr no trade in.. quite alright. i'm happy with it and it'll be my standby phone... anyway. anyway.

serendipity! 

i just watched serendipity! man i know this sounds gay but i love the show, and i love sara thomas. er. kate beckinsale. haha watched the show like eons ago but i started dl-ing it again. does fate really exist? heh. i think i'm hopeless, gonna source for the soundtrack later ! its really a great show, gonna be up there as one of my favourites. when the stars are aligned and in that moment, it seemed like the whole universe existed just to bring us together.

hmmm bloody jh didn't wanna wait for me. anyway i had this bloody meeting in camp cause the men are unhappy with the sectcoms and vice versa and the csm thinks i'm too nice to the men and all that crap. It's like a period of time when too many things build up and soon it'll just blow. and i also hate junquan's guts but all i can do is smile at him. shag. plus i've to conduct basketball tomorrow at 7am. and somehow the blog invitations don't seem to work with lau and cai.too bad. haha. i ran out of money as well! lau ah lau... i AM going for linkin park baby... with MY BABY.. haha there goes $300

SECUR|TY CHECKS

i'm home now, just got back. have to rush back to camp later for a series of security checks! cool huh? haha this time i'm doing the checking. haha. can't wait for sat to come but shaun has a bbq with his camp people, cai's going malaysia.. whos lefT? argh. no matter, i still love the weekend a lot. anyone game for some golf? =o)

i know the blog looks abit dull but i designed it to look immaculate and neat. It'll look alot nicer with pictures but that will come later.. Jh can you resend the invites to lau, greg and cai..

SUPRISE!~

i didnt log off my blogger account, so this blog got added to my account accidentally... haha..anyway, suprised to see me? haha..can one of you send the invite to eugene again? then he can have an account too? haha.. dun worry folks.. i'll delete this off my account.. nice blog! take care...

good morning..hrm...afternoon rather. anyhow, feel like going to buy some stuff. u all reading this? call me. today! is vesak day. a holiday. somehow doesn't feel quite holidayish. and my MOM celebrates vesak day so...sorry mom. just woke up and i'm bored. let's go out!

anyone going mambo tonight? i'm not..

The outlet of our ramblings, the vent of our frustrations. hopefully this WON'T contain as much porn as the previous blog we did. the previous one was horrendous. i had to close my room door when viewing the blog! tsk. restrain alright guys ? cheers to a new blog to play with. those who are just visiting, welcome!

this is not a test.

happy vesak day. i don't care really. just another holiday for me. sorry to all those who genuinely celebrate vesak. but then again, i don't care. =). ok. this is not a test. g'night folks, seeya at mambo later. here's mambo freak signin off.

Testing

welcome to the launch of a semi functional cyberpark. testing.