screaming infidelities

I'm missing your laugh, how did it break.
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as your pretending
I'm cuddling close to blanket and sheets
and I am alone, in my defeat
I wish I knew you were safely at home.
I'm missing your bed, I never sleep,
avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak.
and this bottle of Beast is taking me home.
Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder...
how you're making out.
But as for me I wish that I was anywhere...
With anyone...making out
Your hair.
It's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities.
And taking its wear.