Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Monday, May 29, 2006

i've never been so....

Summer time and the wind is blowing, outside in lower chelsea.
And I dont know what I'm doing in this city,
The sun is always in my eyes,
It crashes through the windows, and I'm sleeping on the couch,
When I came to visit you,
That's when I knew that I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still Im the one who's stupid
And there's this burning, like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, and I've never been so alive.

Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by,
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes, and you dont mind, you smile,
And say the world it doesnt fit with you.
I dont believe you, you're so serene.
Careening through the universe, your axis on a tilt, you're guiltless and free,
I hope you take a piece of me with you,
And theres things I'd like to do that you don't believe in,
I would like to build something, but you'd never see it happen
And there's this burning, like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, and I've, I've never been so alive,

Where's the soul? I want to know, New York city's evil.
The surface is everything, but I could never do that,
Someone would see through that.
And this is the last time, we'll be friends again.
And I'll get over you ,you'll wonder who I am.
And there's this burning, just like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, alone, and i.. and i..I've never been so alive...

I go home to the coast... it starts to rain, I paddle out on the water alone,
Taste the salt and taste the pain, i'm not thinking of you again.
Summer dies and swells rise, the sun goes down in my eyes..
I see this rolling wave, darkly coming to take me, home,
And I've never been so alone, and I've....
never been so alive.

Sunday, May 28, 2006


watch out.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006


flowers and people in DC.  Posted by Picasa

Tuesday, May 23, 2006



Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized

I came to tell you
How it all began
Nothing seems to work out right
I'm broken down again
So hold me now
Say it's not forever
Cause maybe someday
Things will go my way..


voila. al dante linguine carbonara with mushrooms. and for a lil oriental touch potato soup with carrots, celery and alot of other assorted goodies.


the hidden master chefs of the (from left) fried chicken, tau you chicken and the scrambled eggs with our shopping cart of groceries. as u can see its friggin full and we decided to cart everything back to our house. after which we realised there was a penalty of 10 days jail and/or a $200 fine. we had 6 shopping carts in total between the 2 houses lol. oh well. all that food lasted a grand total of 1 week


our first attempt at clubbing i this back water place. it was alright.. good music, $2 cover, $2 dollar jugs of beer. lol. now all we need is the summer to come =)

our team singapore



Some of the Singaporeans we have been hanging out with here in the wild woods. a fantastic bunch i must say =)

Sunday, May 21, 2006


from the empire state panoramic shot with my k750i

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

ilostyou


where'd you go?
i miss you so...
seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone...

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

The Two Towers

"Where is the horse and rider? Where is the horn that was blowing? They have passed like rain on the mountain, like wind in the meadow. The days have gone down in the West behind the hills into shadow. How did it come to this? "

Believe it or not, according to an interview with Peter Jackson, he held that the above stated quote spoken by King Theoden while he was suiting up for war before the great battle at Helms Deep does indeed contain some phylosophical meaning to life..I wonder what the hell that is..
That's the boredom I get from watching movies at home in the afternoon..either when everyone hasn't woken up yet or when everyone's only going out at night..I've watched 2 Towers 3 times already. I need new movies. Period.
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
The Two Towers

Monday, May 15, 2006

tekkan part deux. the toilet.


let it go

she said to me one day..

i miss you as a friend.








that's got to be the most polite "fuck off".
and what's worse than that is making yourself feel better by pretending that i've moved on.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

jersey boy

hey guys,

wassupppppppppppppppppppp. in jersey now as shaun has said and well on course to become a full fledged lifeguard.

lifeguard(LG)ing ain't so bad esp since the uniform's FOC and training to be a fully certified LG is FOC as well. thank mr morey for that.

girls here are hohum with a few really pretty ones if you must know. but unfortunately they're mostly taken. (what do you expect? hot blooded white males need their fix and of cos the good ones get snapped up. comparatively, i believe us yellow skinners aren't really so driven in that aspect. but things can be arranged, eh?)

anyhow, things are going well so far, with the exception of a few white retarded males, the ever present 'i-don't-give-a-shit-about-yellow-people" ladies. well, apparently they've never met greg, shaun or myself. haha, jokes. but they gotta learn to be more friendly. either that or I'VE gotta learn to be more friendly though i seriously think the problem lies with me since i'm freakin' dao back home ANYWAY. but a 'hello' would go a very, very long way with me. *grin* (applies to people back home as well. haha.)

alright. i'm done here. kinda sleepy and tired@2am. will hear more from me soon.

ian. out.

Saturday, May 13, 2006


poh seeking enlightenment on the washing machine Posted by Picasa

krispy kreme! Posted by Picasa

Friday, May 12, 2006

at least trash gets picked up...

touched down in jersey yesterday afternoon. well it's not exactly touching down as we took a bus. Carried our shopping bags and backpacks from madison hotel and took the bloody subway to the bus station, then took 2 buses to reach wildwood. i felt like i was carrying manchi on my back. she almost broke it the last time =)

wildwood is well.... wild. houses are almost all empty, ready to be rented out to summer folks who'll come down to Morey's piers for some amusement park fun. We're bunking in an 86 year old house, of which this will be her final year. Next year they'll botox the house - new floors, toilets, walls etc. The accomodation isn't really that bad. It was sparse when we first saw it but now it's really cosy. We did area cleaning and packed in all our clothes for the next 2 months. We have a food table and drawers for shirts and stuff. My new clothes took up one whole drawer itself, and spilt over to the other one too.

Just now we just did laundry and washed all the bedsheets and blankets. Feels sooooo good now with everything getting in order. I cooked yummy healthy soup just now too. Potatoes, mushrooms, carrots and chicken. dinner was instant noodles with the soup. not too bad... me and greg will cook steak for the girls on maybe monday... we realized the girls can't cook. haha... they bought so much junk but can't cook. so we cook and they wash... good deal i think. love cooking when people wash up for me!

internet here is really good. We played 2 games last night... not too laggy la.. for wireless. Considering i can't even play at home with my own wireless. The guy next door is playing WoW now. think i'll join him soon..shouldn't lag cause it's US server!
i'll be online everyday 24/7 now... just leave the laptop running. anyone need anything just leave a msg.

anyway gonna bathe and then dota. hahaaha peace out. hope the rest of you all aren't too shag from working. me greg and ian are gonna be lifeguards. HAHAHAHA.

Dinner!!! i cooked the soup. healthy mushroom, potato, carrot and chicken soup. greg cooked the instant noodles. the girls washed up

the rain caught up with us. because someone was careless and left his nametag behind. brothers don't go in the boot know?

morey beach. lost boy

lost. on the way to morey's

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

After all this time

Bones..Have to grow..and age it shows
Though we try and hide it
Inside..He is loving her still
After all this time

He hopes behind his tired eyes
She sees the boy with his arms wide
Who made her feel like an angel

Thats why, he is feeling her still
For the rest of his life, he is missing her still
For the last of many miles
He is keeping her still

After all this time.

Monday, May 08, 2006

work work.

todays a rest day.

yesterday was so cold! me and poh were running to our rides cos it was freezing at 10am in the morning. i'm taking rebel yell and poh's at the xtreme skyflyer. hes is damn pro, like a freefall drop bungee. anyway, i've got pretty nice co-workers, but they're all like 16-20 years old.. even my supervisor's 20 this year. but hes worked 5 years in paramounts, so he knows everything there.

when we guys are bored at night. look at what we do!



poh's trying to pour milo over lam.









we're in paris!



and we're practising our hand signals!

all clear, crossing track, e-stop, hold dispatch!



watch your head! the smu way. =o)



ok, anyway, dont really know what to do today. getting a bit bored in hotel room, but rest is good. practising hao xin fen shou with poh. trying to teach him the song and some chinese. heh.

running out of noodles.. shit.

Sunday, May 07, 2006


Day 5 and 6

day 5 and 6

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Wish you were here 2

Okay this is a picture taken a while back with my hall friends on the way to zouk..the girl on the right..steph..won Ms. Photogenic in hall pageant..quite fitting..

This one was taken by the guy's girlfriend (who is the girl on the left in the photo above) while we were at mambo on wednesday..Don't ask what we were looking at..it's not what you think..No services involved here pls..Really need to get my own digital camera so can take pictures and capture all the candid moments :P

No TEG on wednesday equates to an emptiness not only at the back of phuture (literally)..but it also means that a part of life is missing..no talk kok..no hang out..no dotZ..i should be saying i wish the holidays would pass slower..but in this case..i want it to pass blazing fast..and then come to a halt when u guys come back..

Wish you were here 2

Friday, May 05, 2006


wish i was there. Posted by Picasa

a whole load of fun. Posted by Picasa

found this old pic. haha.. Posted by Picasa

buddies Posted by Picasa

paramount's kings dominion! Posted by Picasa

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Mambo Chicken

She was slightly out of reach
A rich man's only daughter
I think she slept with me
Just so she could piss off her father

I must say, I never had so much fun in Mambo last night with cai and my friends..I think I drank a wee bit too much..Sorry if I was missing and you couldn't find me..but hope we had a smashing good time..eh cai? ha ha, can't wait for the next session though..

left at 430..supper, then my friends and i had this wacked idea of bringing sleeping bag to seminar room in school and sleep..we arranged the seminar room tables like soccer court and played league 1v1..watched movies, drank abit, then slept..woke up at around 1230..i wear white t-shirt and blue shorts look like convict with my hair.

hmmmm..what are the plans tonight??? :)

I am elastic, I am easy with the damage
I am ecstatic, I am hungry for the climb
Sometimes I feel like I'm falling apart..
I feel like I am falling like my life is on a..SLIDE

Mambo Chicken

Wednesday, May 03, 2006


dandelion.

ferrai in front, ford gt in second and last but not least lambo... young chicks driving in town

nice shot. can go frame

putting camera to good use

singapore eagle

giant rat attacking bus

madison ave.

greg and his tiesto

group shot by shaun to

siqing. hmmm

heart of ny