Tuesday, May 03, 2005

random ramblings: one

this morning, i suddenly awoke with a thought. something that has been with me since the day i learnt to hate, to be angry, to fear, to understand, to be happy, to like, to love, came back to stir in my mind. feelings...emotions, or whatever you call them.

i'd always had a thought that how easy life would be, without these so called...emotions. you wouldn't have to care for anyone. you wouldn't be bothered by anything. nothing will affect what you do cos simply, you're just like a block of steel. cold. unfeeling. just doing what you need to do. hardened by nature. you are an effective person. just doing what your mind thinks is correct. unhindered by those entangling roots of...emotions. your life would just be a straight path down through the passage of time. no winding, forking, u-turning. how simple. how straight-forward. how wonderful?

if only.

cos life IS all about those...emotions. if you can't hate, can't get angry, can't fear, can't be happy nor like nor love, then you can't understand. then there is no life. then there is no point. and we all might as well be dead. cold. frozen. steel.

"we live for and because of our emotions. for the next moment where the elusive happiness shines upon our lives."

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