Saturday, May 14, 2005

whatever la.

haha in that kinda mood again. the whatever mood. you know? the type where you feel like you shouldn't give a damn about everything and just let other people decide your life for you? mmm okok, i think it's also called 'apathy'. some sort of anyway. so when people decide to do something, just tell me so i shall start my creaky brain and think whether i'll do anything about it.

lately been caught in a sorta mist kinda thingy. like, not sure of things in general, like, you think you got it all but then again, you got nothing? hrm...it's confusing i know. even i'm confused. heh, well that ian for you. thinking about stuff in one big round and then coming back to square one: nothing. sometimes i feel like i'm wasting my brain juices thinking of these useless things. why not just heck it, do it, and take the consequences later? seems like an easier way doesn't it?

yeah, so if you wanna do something, or decide on something, just tell me, so i can just heck it, do it, then take whatever consequences that comes.

cheers. for apathy.

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