19th June 2005

realised it's been awhile i've posted, so decided to just chip in some thoughts.

hongkong was great. minus the dota. the company was great so i guess in the end it was still alright. but i still pretty much rather go explore the night life, whatever there is. seems like mostly just funky clubs, sleazy pubs, strip shows and what's nots there. night food i realise, is pretty much 7-11. supper is almost non-existent. maybe just cos we didn't see any. massage was horrible. luckily no extra. but still ended up like i just came out of some S&M session as the guys would testify: back bruised like no tomorrow. wah lau. 40 bucks to be bruised. and i thought people paid you to be beaten up. oh well, nontheless, hongkong: awesome. drop me some more money from the sky and i would mind another holiday. say...koh samui? maldives? bali? somewhere tropical, sunny, beachy with lil fishies swimming in the sea. ah...just like phuket 3 yrs back. now that's good. except for the 385 bucks phone bill that came after. hurhur.

anyway, speaking of money, i'm in dire need of some. i know i know, we all need money but this is the first time i realise even my reserves are gonna be burnt. all those whining and crapping about getting a job never realised. not that i don't want a job, it's just that..sometimes you think your social life is so much more important. but you realise, no money no honey, if you've no way to get money, you're gonna get ZILCH social life anyway. so yeah. might(hopefully) be more proactive in getting a job very soon. conditions still stand, nice environment, reasonable pay, etc.

driving is another thing. been talking about driving since what...before ORD. now, NATO. No Action Talk Only. when will i ever start? when i got more money. when will i have more money? i don't know. see? it's a vicious cycle. yeah i know what you're thinking. mom? dad? it's true i can still lean towards them for support but, i'm 21! not all that great but i should start to think about how to support myself. even partially at least. oh well...cheers to the job.

alright, getting pretty late. should turn in soon. oh right, before i go, like to announce that it's father's day. i know you all don't really give a hoot but i do. why? cos one day, i might just become a father. not soon...but yeah...eventually.

lastly, it's not nice to ignore people. if someone says hi, at least return the favour. unless you hate him. then tell him straight in his face that you do, so he'll never say hi to you again. a lil extreme, but hey, basic people skills. for me, i'm a hypocrite, regardless of whether i hate you or love you, if you say hi to me, i'll always say hi back. difference being if i don't like you, i'll never say hi to you FIRST. but then again, i'm a very blur person, so i tend to miss people very often. so don't be paranoid and start thinking that i hate you just cos i didn't say hi. mmm...OK! i think i'm beginning to ramble. signs of a sleepy man. shall spare all the torment of a rambling fool and turn in now. night people. happy fathers' day to all fathers and future fathers.