Saturday, February 11, 2006

oppression and depression

hiiii. i'm freaking bored at home. school work is really piling up. stupid IS projects, mid terms and assignments. all in the next week. how to survive?

i'm posting because i'm bored at home. and thinking of things i would like to do to stop making me feel so depressed and oppressed. and what's making me even more depressed and oppressed, is that there's nothing i want to do.

i don't want to play dota. waste time waste money. it's not quality time spent.
i don't want to go orchard walk around. too tiring. no money to buy anything.
i don't want to sit at siglap and chill. no money and we'll run outta things to say.

but there's one thing i really want to do. i want to sit outside zouk and drink. by the river. with vig, ian, greg, cai, zo, nash, mark and those bunch that went down that week (wed and fri). felt really good with everyone bumming and talking shit and gettin' high.

hard to recreate such an opportunity. but yeah just miss the (more)carefree days not too long ago. when i was in control. i just need to get out of this house. this life. someone save me?

so what's up for vdae my homies. i'm sure in the end everyone will have a date. how like that. where's scamper when you need one.


18th SIN@ zouk. i already bought. please come. :|

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