the guys are at mambo, lau ian mig and kenmin(?!!). and i'm home, studying, well kind of. just looking thru my notes and feel like puking already. have a damn sore throat its damn pain when i swallow. sigh and i feel so sick thinking of the six-hr test tmr. and they say its not enough.. really? i'll see tmr.

going taiwan on sat, but somehow i feel i'm not ready. feel like i have unfinished business to settle. maybe its the half-read angels and demons. nope its not that. maybe its the half-packed room of mine. nope its not that. maybe its the weak state of my body i feel i'm in. nope its not that either. sigh what can it be? *looks to the heavens for an answer but only sees the spoilt ceiling light i have yet to replace(after 2 yrs)*