hmm

somehow images of her still randomly flit through my mind... it's something i can't help. i miss her and i wonder how she's doing. memories still linger and i can't help but want to see her again. i hope she still remembers. i hope she never forgets...i will see her again.

ian you talk too much. when have you become so analytical and philosophical. eat a carrot.

anyway i ran out of cash a couple of days ago. like really ran out. Made a mistake of paying by nets for 16 bucks worth of grocery, leaving 11 dollars in my bank. now i can't draw that out either. what a bitch. so i've been staying home, eating cookhouse food and visiting the canteen a hell lot less. been running lots this week... feels good to run everyday instead of sitting at the computer doing admin work the whole day. training for my gold as well as AHM. my 3rd year anni just pass... was on the 29th. got a major screwing cause i didn't do anything about it. well i didn't have money. what do you expect. nasty fight. but everything's alright.

the guys ain't doing anything tonight... i guess. ian's on icq.. cai jus asked me to play pool but turned him down.. i really want to cai baby. but i'm broke. hurhur. my coms being a bitch by having major pop ups. i can't even check my hotmail. oh well. anyway take care. i'll be zouking next wednesday. it's sort of compulsory cause lor's involved in some event. chicago u. 16 bucks.

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(it's always jianhong's friend. but only lau and cai would understand. oh and of course, the bikini babe on uberture)