Friday, July 23, 2004

nothing

i've nothing left to write. no point talking about work here. work sucks. but since i spend like all my life in camp, there's nothing much else to write! do you really wanna know what's happening in BMTC? yeah, i thought so too.

so! what's up? how do u update that profile thingy by the side? frankie's out with julia now at some party, thanks for inviting me anyway jh but unfortunately i didn't get your reply after that(just kidding). cai the ass refuses to visit me today even though he was less than 300m away (not kidding). shaun's with san and lor while dear ol' eugene and greg are forever in camp. looks like i'm always summing up people's weeks and days for them. i'm like a recorder of sorts.

this week marks the first week of many weeks to come which i will miss mambo. not because i can't go, but coz i don't wanna. i hate feeling like a sardine in a can. i hate seeing people drown in jugs (of alcohol). i hate drunks and i'm slightly racist. but who isn't? racists may keep your hands down. thank you. oh no. good, peace-loving ian survived one pitiful week (see post below about peace). evil ian has returned

...i was born evil...
 
tsk, how provocative a topic. racism. actually, i take it back. i'm NOT RACIST. i've plenty of friends from other races and i get along so well with em. i'm just anti-asses. yeah. and they come in all shapes, sizes and races. if you're an ass, is being an asshole or is merely just acting assinine, pls just stay away, because opposites attract and... you know.
 
on to another point: me being in a leadership position, i realise that i'm unable to stand anyone who do not wish to push themselves for improvement. those who just do the bare minimum and not more. now i know how i look in front of those who lead me. i guess no leader wishes to see their subordinates do less than they're able to do. sigh.
 
but i'm not a perfect person and there's many things i wish i didn't do.
 
"to err is human"

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