freak

i have this dreadful habit nowadays.

i get such a kick from throwing things. old mags old books old clothes, i just spent 2 days, 2 whole days clearing ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the junk from my room. sheesh i found back a lot of stuff i deemed lost, and i read through lotsa old letters and cards and testimonials! remember those books where we passed around the class last time? and everyone would write their biodata and a short message, footnote whatever.. and perhaps some photos or NEOPRINTS!

fun.

anyways its just in preparation for moving house. i really wanna move. hate my present place. bad memories to the core and i wish to get out. dammit. really get out. sheesh my parents are so indecisive. first waterina, then waterplace, then now astoria park? i like waterplace the best, but its gonna strain a bit financially so i guess astoria would be better.. and its nearer to ian, and shaun too.

this is a hate mail.

i hate 2004. really, can't wait for this bloody year to end.

anyways, its me at the lanshop again.. again?! i've been here everynight. religiously. gosh i could be a major shareholder. DOTA is the game, drow ranger is the hero, and buriza do kynon is the weapon.