shackles

i can't seem to phrase my thoughts into a proper post. i'm feeling more than confused now. things i thought to be, were false. things i thought i wanted, i no longer pine for. things i thought were finally over, came right back and smacked me in my stoned, emotionless, dao face. and i'm still stoned. i guess it's time for it again. it's time for me to break free from all my shackles, leave everything behind and escape. disappear. freeze. i can. i will. i shall. i wanna get away from it all. leave. get out.