ever?

everyone has someone/some people placed in a special corner of their hearts. these parts are called 'soft spots'. people placed on a soft spot are those whom you've liked before and what you remember of them, are generally good. they've left a good impression in your heart and you'd wanna be nice to them, whenever you see them.

most of the time these people have moved on, but still a special place you hold for them cos of what they've meant to you before. and wherever they go, you hoped them to have the best and hoped those around them would treat them as sweetly as you would or more. when you see that they're happy, you'd not begrudge as to why weren't you there with them, but rather, you'd smile along and acknowledge that they are indeed having a good life now and you'd be happy for them too.

but consequently, if you found out that, they weren't happy as you thought, or that people were mean to those you treasure, you'd be enraged. fueled by anger, you'd wanna kill those 'evil-doers' so-called, regardless if they were your brother/friend/enemy for they've tainted those who rest within your soft spot and cut them deep. you feel their pain and you'd cry for them if you could. but you know nothing soothes. helpless you are, you just stare from afar. hoping they'd be fine.

i'm sure you've all felt this way before. not that it's happening to me, it's just something for all of you to think about. it's been a night of reflection, just giving my penny's worth.