hello. i've returned. finally. 6 days stuck in camp is not fun. missed out mambo. missed out phuture fridays. missed out on a whole lotta shit. i feel zombified by my workload this week. i need therapy. i feel so detached from everything now. i feel lost. i feel tired.

it sucks to have pple asking you to go mambo when u're half way through a painfully boring meeting at 10pm. it hurts when u have pple msging u on a friday night inviting you to phuture when you're stuck in camp doing duty, writing reports.

it's been a wtf-ing long week. i've had a short taste of an office job. endless work reports, followed by meetings, then reports, then meetings and reports and meeting and...blah. what a way to live my next 40 yrs. damn. boils me even as i speak. i'm pissed.